Submissions by Lsosweet

I hate feeling weak. And my whole life, I’ve thought that if I really truly expressed everything I felt about someone to them, it would be like exposing myself. It would be like taking down this strong barrier and exposing me, making me weak. I think 
I’ve opened up to you more than I’ve opened up to anyone 
You make me feel like I can take down the barrier. And I don’t feel like I have to be strong.
I feel completely exposed around you. Completely and totally naked. 
I’ve always thought to love was to be weak, but that’s not true.
If you love someone and they love you...

As my eyes shut close there was no more light
felt nothing but the tears that still run down my eyes
couldn't help but to feel scared
why wasn't he here did he even care
never in my life had I hated myself this much
thought  in that moment that my baby I would never get to touch
why am I here wish I could get up and run away
thought that if he really loved me things wouldn't have ended up this way
and thoughts just kept coming up as I faded away
I pray to God to forgive me for the huge mistake I've made
Its over...now its really gone ...