Submissions by KiDViCiOUS
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
My Sunshine (This poem no longer applies to who i wrote it about. but its still good work.)
You are the definition of perfection
From the dead you're my hearts resurrection
To the world you may be just another boy
But boy you are my world and in it my only joy
You're all I want. All I need
You're all I hear. All I see
I can't seem to get you off my mind
Ever since I met you, I think about you all the time
You opened my eyes, you let me see the light
Suddenly, I feel I'll be alright
You are my Sunshine during the day
And I hope you'll never go away
You are my moon and stars when the sun hits the ground
You got me on...
From the dead you're my hearts resurrection
To the world you may be just another boy
But boy you are my world and in it my only joy
You're all I want. All I need
You're all I hear. All I see
I can't seem to get you off my mind
Ever since I met you, I think about you all the time
You opened my eyes, you let me see the light
Suddenly, I feel I'll be alright
You are my Sunshine during the day
And I hope you'll never go away
You are my moon and stars when the sun hits the ground
You got me on...
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You're not listening.
Are you listening when I talk to you ?
Do you even care what I'm going through
Your eyes are staring, staring right through me
You're right there, and it's as if you never knew me
I scream but you don't hear a sound
I guess it's hard to hear when you're never around
You've never listened to a thing I've said
It's like you've forgotten me, like I'm already dead
As if I'm non-existent to you
You'll never listen, no matter what I do.
It's not like it matters what I say
You won't listen anyway
With every day this problem only gets worse
If it's...
Do you even care what I'm going through
Your eyes are staring, staring right through me
You're right there, and it's as if you never knew me
I scream but you don't hear a sound
I guess it's hard to hear when you're never around
You've never listened to a thing I've said
It's like you've forgotten me, like I'm already dead
As if I'm non-existent to you
You'll never listen, no matter what I do.
It's not like it matters what I say
You won't listen anyway
With every day this problem only gets worse
If it's...
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Directions Please
How do you follow a heart
That is shattered into a million pieces
You tore me apart
But my point here is
Which piece do I follow ?
What direction do I go ?
Why'd you leave me feeling so hollow ?
These answers I've yet to know
How do you follow
A heart, shattered to millions of pieces
Which way do you go
When they're facing all directions
What do you do when you're broken down
When you fall apart
Screaming for help but no one hears a sound
Piecing together a broken heart
I trusted you, I gave you my heart...
That is shattered into a million pieces
You tore me apart
But my point here is
Which piece do I follow ?
What direction do I go ?
Why'd you leave me feeling so hollow ?
These answers I've yet to know
How do you follow
A heart, shattered to millions of pieces
Which way do you go
When they're facing all directions
What do you do when you're broken down
When you fall apart
Screaming for help but no one hears a sound
Piecing together a broken heart
I trusted you, I gave you my heart...
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Your Song
I lose myself so you can find me
You make my life the way that it should be
And I will love you until the world wont turn
Or till the night sky burns
When I close my eyes you're pulling closer
And when I turn away you pull me closer
And love is all I have left to show
I swear I will never let you go
And I will be the one who makes you laugh
I'll make up for all in life that's made you sad
When I close my eyes you're pulling closer
And when I turn away you pull me closer
And love is all I have left to show
I swear I will never...
You make my life the way that it should be
And I will love you until the world wont turn
Or till the night sky burns
When I close my eyes you're pulling closer
And when I turn away you pull me closer
And love is all I have left to show
I swear I will never let you go
And I will be the one who makes you laugh
I'll make up for all in life that's made you sad
When I close my eyes you're pulling closer
And when I turn away you pull me closer
And love is all I have left to show
I swear I will never...
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Please ?
I'm hungry for you
I'm starving it's true
So here i am lying on the floor
Dying inside to touch you once more
Begging you please, to let me in
Desperately longing for the touch of your skin
To feel you take my hand
To touch you once again
Your face is what i long to see
to feel your arms wrapped around me
To see the smile on your face
Oh how i long for your embrace
I want you just to hold me close
to be with you i want the most
to have your arms around my hips
to look into your eyes and kiss your lips
but theres nothing now that...
I'm starving it's true
So here i am lying on the floor
Dying inside to touch you once more
Begging you please, to let me in
Desperately longing for the touch of your skin
To feel you take my hand
To touch you once again
Your face is what i long to see
to feel your arms wrapped around me
To see the smile on your face
Oh how i long for your embrace
I want you just to hold me close
to be with you i want the most
to have your arms around my hips
to look into your eyes and kiss your lips
but theres nothing now that...
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If You Only Knew
If you only knew how I felt
All those times you made me smile
You helped me overcome everything I was dealt
How you got me thinking this life was worth while
If you only knew how much I missed you
How empty I feel not hearing your voice
Each passing day is harder than the last to go through
I'd stay by you forever, if I only had the choice
If you only knew just how much you mean to me
I'd give my life to protect you
When I close my eyes you're all I see
You taught my heart something I never knew
If you only knew the reality...
All those times you made me smile
You helped me overcome everything I was dealt
How you got me thinking this life was worth while
If you only knew how much I missed you
How empty I feel not hearing your voice
Each passing day is harder than the last to go through
I'd stay by you forever, if I only had the choice
If you only knew just how much you mean to me
I'd give my life to protect you
When I close my eyes you're all I see
You taught my heart something I never knew
If you only knew the reality...
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The Voice
The voice in my head
Tells me to go to bed
But when I sleep,
That's when it eats
It jerks and twirks, it eats my mind.
It drives me insane all the time
When the night is done
There's nowhere to run
I'm sick of this, it's lost this fun
Now I'm lying in my bed
With pools of blood under my head
Tears in my eyes, they're shining bright
Glistening with the moon's light
The voice it screams and fucks my mind
And there's nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
I'd give anything just to feel
They say that pain is what makes us real
The tears...
Tells me to go to bed
But when I sleep,
That's when it eats
It jerks and twirks, it eats my mind.
It drives me insane all the time
When the night is done
There's nowhere to run
I'm sick of this, it's lost this fun
Now I'm lying in my bed
With pools of blood under my head
Tears in my eyes, they're shining bright
Glistening with the moon's light
The voice it screams and fucks my mind
And there's nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
I'd give anything just to feel
They say that pain is what makes us real
The tears...
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Eight Letters (Bullshit)
Fuck you, oh how could I forget
You know tha you're my deepest regret
You thought everything could be better
Just by saying those eight letters
Screw you, there's no way I'll give in
I swear That I won't ever listen
When you said you love me
How could I be so blind and not see
With all the lies, but i couldn't see through it
That I love you means the same thing as bullshit
I don't know who you take me for
Or who you think you are, treating me like a whore
Well now you know that life ain't fair
Now I'm the one who doesn't care...
You know tha you're my deepest regret
You thought everything could be better
Just by saying those eight letters
Screw you, there's no way I'll give in
I swear That I won't ever listen
When you said you love me
How could I be so blind and not see
With all the lies, but i couldn't see through it
That I love you means the same thing as bullshit
I don't know who you take me for
Or who you think you are, treating me like a whore
Well now you know that life ain't fair
Now I'm the one who doesn't care...
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Point Of Living
She's trying not to love you
She's trying not to care
She's trying not to live her life
Wishing you were there
She's trying not to wonder
Where you are and what you do
She's sorry she can't help it
She fell in love with you
She has scars on her arms
From when she falls apart
She know you dom't care
But they're just notes of how you broke her heart
Now all she has are her own demons
She fights constantly with her mind
And it's all your fault
And you know she's not alright
All she had it disaappeared...
She's trying not to care
She's trying not to live her life
Wishing you were there
She's trying not to wonder
Where you are and what you do
She's sorry she can't help it
She fell in love with you
She has scars on her arms
From when she falls apart
She know you dom't care
But they're just notes of how you broke her heart
Now all she has are her own demons
She fights constantly with her mind
And it's all your fault
And you know she's not alright
All she had it disaappeared...
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Butterfly At A Funeral
The sun goes down as I slip away
Oh, such a way to end the day
The world is so lonely after dark
We always think tomorrow is so far
The end grows near, but we have so much left to say
Everyone is so afraid
Every soul is cold tonight
Yet mine is smiling because it's alright
The world itself is a pessimist
I feel I'm the only optimist
Nomality and serenity will never arrive
It took a thousand funerals to bring my heart to life
Truth be told not a soul will weep at mine
With my doings in life, I'm contemp, i'm fine
No one can ever change me...
Oh, such a way to end the day
The world is so lonely after dark
We always think tomorrow is so far
The end grows near, but we have so much left to say
Everyone is so afraid
Every soul is cold tonight
Yet mine is smiling because it's alright
The world itself is a pessimist
I feel I'm the only optimist
Nomality and serenity will never arrive
It took a thousand funerals to bring my heart to life
Truth be told not a soul will weep at mine
With my doings in life, I'm contemp, i'm fine
No one can ever change me...
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Tonight-- I wrote this in a deep trench of depression
Tonight, tonight i contemplate my suicide
My life's so fucked I wish to die
I slit the veins with all my might
Scared that I may live tonight
The blood dances out of my skin
I pull the blade further in
As the needle breaks my skin
The poison begins to set in
I begin to wonder what's out there for me
All i wanted was to be free
To be with people who are genuinely true
To be with someone who isn't you
You made my life completely miserable
reaching bliss I will never be capable
You drove me to the edge you caused me all this...
My life's so fucked I wish to die
I slit the veins with all my might
Scared that I may live tonight
The blood dances out of my skin
I pull the blade further in
As the needle breaks my skin
The poison begins to set in
I begin to wonder what's out there for me
All i wanted was to be free
To be with people who are genuinely true
To be with someone who isn't you
You made my life completely miserable
reaching bliss I will never be capable
You drove me to the edge you caused me all this...
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PAIN
On the inside I'm crying
On the outside I'm screaming
My smile is lying
My mouth is bleeding
My body is bruised
Your knuckles are bleeding
I feel so used
You're why I stopped dreaming
In a way I can see
You're the killer of me
No more use for me being here
There's just no point in these burning tears
I'm so tired of running
You've lost your sting, this isn't funny
I'm tired of hiding
And I'm sick of this fighting
I'm running away today
No one can understand the strife i see
No longer can i handle the...
On the outside I'm screaming
My smile is lying
My mouth is bleeding
My body is bruised
Your knuckles are bleeding
I feel so used
You're why I stopped dreaming
In a way I can see
You're the killer of me
No more use for me being here
There's just no point in these burning tears
I'm so tired of running
You've lost your sting, this isn't funny
I'm tired of hiding
And I'm sick of this fighting
I'm running away today
No one can understand the strife i see
No longer can i handle the...
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