Submissions by Kavik1
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Have No One
Need or want to vent but I have no one.
I'll nor have I ever been fine.
Want the pain to be done.
Yet the only way is if I die.
Guess the cruel world won.
Soon it will only be a final good-bye.
Cause I have no one.
I'll nor have I ever been fine.
Want the pain to be done.
Yet the only way is if I die.
Guess the cruel world won.
Soon it will only be a final good-bye.
Cause I have no one.
#depression
#loneliness
#SelfHarm #emptiness
#SelfHarm #emptiness
531 reads
4 Comments
Real Smile's been Gone
My real smile's been gone now for a while.
Trying to be happy but fail at it now.
So my smile is fake.
And I'm about to break.
Funny how you all think I've been okay all along.
But my real smile's been long gone.
Trying to be happy but fail at it now.
So my smile is fake.
And I'm about to break.
Funny how you all think I've been okay all along.
But my real smile's been long gone.
#depression
#loneliness
422 reads
2 Comments
Caged Bird Wanting to be Free
Caged bird wanting to be free longing to fly.
Now this bird just wants to die.
All he does now is scream and cry.
Unloved, uncared for, he cuts blood drips to the floor.
Just wants to be loved and is dying to be free.
For those who want to know who it is.
The caged bird is me, and I'm literally dying to be free.
Now this bird just wants to die.
All he does now is scream and cry.
Unloved, uncared for, he cuts blood drips to the floor.
Just wants to be loved and is dying to be free.
For those who want to know who it is.
The caged bird is me, and I'm literally dying to be free.
#death
#SelfHarm
#suicide
453 reads
3 Comments
The Black Violin and the Muse
Years ago, when the war took my life in cold bloodshed and explosion, I wander endlessly through the city of bones, constantly in search of that sweet music that my lover plays.
Sitting on the stump at night, he sits in silence as people walk by, the only noise from him they hear is the music and song from her dark violin of despair.
Even with his lover now gone, how he wishes to hear the sound of her voice. Damn the war for stealing his lover and hearing.
I see him sitting by my grave alone, he plays with great sorrow, that fills my heart with such anguish. How I long to hold...
Sitting on the stump at night, he sits in silence as people walk by, the only noise from him they hear is the music and song from her dark violin of despair.
Even with his lover now gone, how he wishes to hear the sound of her voice. Damn the war for stealing his lover and hearing.
I see him sitting by my grave alone, he plays with great sorrow, that fills my heart with such anguish. How I long to hold...
#love
#death
439 reads
2 Comments
Talk Shit, I'm Dead
Talk shit about me now.
Go ahead since now I'm dead.
This world's to blame; it should be ashamed.
But free reigns now to talk your shit.
So go right ahead.
Because now I'm dead.
Go ahead since now I'm dead.
This world's to blame; it should be ashamed.
But free reigns now to talk your shit.
So go right ahead.
Because now I'm dead.
#anger
#depression
#suicide
495 reads
3 Comments
Across My Neck
Across my neck this blade slides.
Just a burden so now I've died.
Only know I tried my best.
While this blade goes across my neck
Just a burden so now I've died.
Only know I tried my best.
While this blade goes across my neck
#depression
#death
#suicide
608 reads
2 Comments
I Just Want to End it All
I just want to end it all.
I want to die and be gone.
Always a bother.
I'll distance myself farther.
Not like I'll belong.
I just want to end it all.
I want to die and be gone.
Always a bother.
I'll distance myself farther.
Not like I'll belong.
I just want to end it all.
#death
724 reads
4 Comments
A Bother No More
A bother no more.
As my brains hit the floor.
Body collapses.
I see only darkness.
No need to worry this I am sure.
For I'll be a bother no more.
As my brains hit the floor.
Body collapses.
I see only darkness.
No need to worry this I am sure.
For I'll be a bother no more.
#death
512 reads
1 Comment
They Want me Gone
They want me gone.
They want me dead.
To say so long.
And die with regret.
I'll never be good enough.
And I'm always wrong.
I guess I should die.
Since they want me gone.
They want me dead.
To say so long.
And die with regret.
I'll never be good enough.
And I'm always wrong.
I guess I should die.
Since they want me gone.
#rejection
#hurt
681 reads
5 Comments
I'm Sorry Amber
I'm sorry Amber that I didn't try.
You were a great friend and I helped you die.
It's all my fault.
I didn't try to get you to talk.
To this day it's my biggest regret.
Now I seem to cry and cry in a corner.
I just wish now I could say I'm sorry Amber.
(this poem is dedicated to a friend of mine that I went to school with she took her life....)
You were a great friend and I helped you die.
It's all my fault.
I didn't try to get you to talk.
To this day it's my biggest regret.
Now I seem to cry and cry in a corner.
I just wish now I could say I'm sorry Amber.
(this poem is dedicated to a friend of mine that I went to school with she took her life....)
#sadness
#regret
#grief
#friendship
#support
778 reads
3 Comments
Silently Screaming
Silently screaming while visibly bleeding.
Still no one can hear me.
As I am crying slowly I'm dying.
Cause of me silently screaming.
Still no one can hear me.
As I am crying slowly I'm dying.
Cause of me silently screaming.
#nightmares
924 reads
3 Comments
Always in the Way
I'm always in the way, that's what you say.
Soon I'll be out of your way for good.
By the time you know, it will be too late.
Not like you care or see me anyway.
Even if I'm always in the way.
Soon I'll be out of your way for good.
By the time you know, it will be too late.
Not like you care or see me anyway.
Even if I'm always in the way.
#dark
#WritersBlock
#WritingPoetry
#SelfDiscovery
#SelfWorth
728 reads
5 Comments
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