Submissions by Jenerator (Jenna)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
LOVE POEM
Published
1st Oct 2009 9:37am
1st Oct 2009 9:37am
What happened to us?
Feelings of sickness,
lying awake...
Best friend and boyfriend,
another heart break...
Continuous lying,
a different story each day...
My heart, just slice it up,
stomp on it, throw it away...
why did you do it,
when you knew I'd get hurt?
why am I still with you,
when there's a lesson to be learnt?
this is all your fault,
yet I keep thinking it's mine
you won't even admit the truth,
now I'm crying all the time...
Remember when you said,
"I won't hurt you, ever..."
When you said that,
I...
lying awake...
Best friend and boyfriend,
another heart break...
Continuous lying,
a different story each day...
My heart, just slice it up,
stomp on it, throw it away...
why did you do it,
when you knew I'd get hurt?
why am I still with you,
when there's a lesson to be learnt?
this is all your fault,
yet I keep thinking it's mine
you won't even admit the truth,
now I'm crying all the time...
Remember when you said,
"I won't hurt you, ever..."
When you said that,
I...
#love
#heartbroken
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
1st Oct 2009 9:35am
1st Oct 2009 9:35am
A Butterfly's Death
I saw a butterfly today,
it was lying dead on the grass,
it's wings were frayed...
Pale white and pearly pink,
as I looked at it my mind would think...
I am like that butterfly,
forgotten on the ground...
I am dying slowly...
and no one is around...
I am forgotten,
or was i never loved?
Never was I forward,
but to the sides i was shoved...
For who could love a butterfly?
So brittle and quietly sad...
Mixed in a world of violence,
a gift the butterfly never had...
So now it fades to nothing,
but a...
it was lying dead on the grass,
it's wings were frayed...
Pale white and pearly pink,
as I looked at it my mind would think...
I am like that butterfly,
forgotten on the ground...
I am dying slowly...
and no one is around...
I am forgotten,
or was i never loved?
Never was I forward,
but to the sides i was shoved...
For who could love a butterfly?
So brittle and quietly sad...
Mixed in a world of violence,
a gift the butterfly never had...
So now it fades to nothing,
but a...
#sadness
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Sep 2009 2:59pm
29th Sep 2009 2:59pm
Sickness
I feel sick.
Not an illness of well-being health,
a horrific illness of mind.
One that carries me to far away places, escaping reality and making my misfortunes tenfold.
Not an illness of well-being health,
a horrific illness of mind.
One that carries me to far away places, escaping reality and making my misfortunes tenfold.
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SELF POEM
Published
29th Sep 2009 2:58pm
29th Sep 2009 2:58pm
The nothing horizon
What am I doing here?
Making everybody else's life harder...
Why did I come here?
Making myself physically understand that I dont belong...
Where am I going?
To that blotchy, unclear horizon,
they call 'future'...
What does it consist of?
Nothing I want.
Then why are you still alive?
Hope is a mandatory thought,
even when failure is clear.
What if hope is nothing?
Then my will to remain alive,
will match my desires on my blotchy,
unclear horizon, they call 'future'...
Making everybody else's life harder...
Why did I come here?
Making myself physically understand that I dont belong...
Where am I going?
To that blotchy, unclear horizon,
they call 'future'...
What does it consist of?
Nothing I want.
Then why are you still alive?
Hope is a mandatory thought,
even when failure is clear.
What if hope is nothing?
Then my will to remain alive,
will match my desires on my blotchy,
unclear horizon, they call 'future'...
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OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
27th Sep 2009 8:39am
27th Sep 2009 8:39am
How dare they!
How can so many people want me to live,
when indeed myself, I want to die?
Some say suicide is a selfish act,
I dont think so...
Only a selfish action on behalf of those who remain alive.
Living their wonderful lives, having no idea
what it is like to want to die every moment of their life.
They are the selfish ones, making those who want to die,
feel guilty.
For how dare they leave this world,
and make the perfect peoples life,
a little bit sad, if only for a short while.
How dare they even think,
to end all of their suffering,...
when indeed myself, I want to die?
Some say suicide is a selfish act,
I dont think so...
Only a selfish action on behalf of those who remain alive.
Living their wonderful lives, having no idea
what it is like to want to die every moment of their life.
They are the selfish ones, making those who want to die,
feel guilty.
For how dare they leave this world,
and make the perfect peoples life,
a little bit sad, if only for a short while.
How dare they even think,
to end all of their suffering,...
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SELF POEM
Published
27th Sep 2009 8:36am
27th Sep 2009 8:36am
In The Garden Of Eden
I feel like a weed in the garden of Eden.
A spider in the home of God.
Not welcome.
No real purpose to be here.
I wonder.
Be that if I may re-live my life over,
will I find myself in this same position?
A weed in the garden of Eden?
Or a spider in the home of God?
A spider in the home of God.
Not welcome.
No real purpose to be here.
I wonder.
Be that if I may re-live my life over,
will I find myself in this same position?
A weed in the garden of Eden?
Or a spider in the home of God?
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LOVE POEM
Published
25th Sep 2009 4:27pm
25th Sep 2009 4:27pm
Our Rainbow
Tossed down to us,
through magic clouds...
Shine these beautiful
rays of colour...
They form themselves,
into a bow,
for you and me,
to lie under...
A slow motion kiss,
in the golden rays
of our sunshine,
is a spot light,
shone down from the heavens,
symbolizing that your mine...
The sweet scent of Jasmin,
flies on past us,
as i whisper in your ear...
And whatever it is,
that you think i say,
it's exactly what you hear...
through magic clouds...
Shine these beautiful
rays of colour...
They form themselves,
into a bow,
for you and me,
to lie under...
A slow motion kiss,
in the golden rays
of our sunshine,
is a spot light,
shone down from the heavens,
symbolizing that your mine...
The sweet scent of Jasmin,
flies on past us,
as i whisper in your ear...
And whatever it is,
that you think i say,
it's exactly what you hear...
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SELF POEM
Published
25th Sep 2009 4:24pm
25th Sep 2009 4:24pm
The Sand
I should write forever,
about the way i feel...
But i cant because I'm lost,
and nothing i own seems real...
Everything i touch fades to sand,
and you were right there, in the palm of my hand...
Now i watch you, grain by grain,
you slip away, I'm alone again...
about the way i feel...
But i cant because I'm lost,
and nothing i own seems real...
Everything i touch fades to sand,
and you were right there, in the palm of my hand...
Now i watch you, grain by grain,
you slip away, I'm alone again...
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SELF POEM
Published
24th Sep 2009 1:51pm
24th Sep 2009 1:51pm
Like a bubble
I'm like a peaceful bubble,
flowing in the wind of life.
My presence, makes people happy...
But when i near an object, too
difficult to pass through...
I give up my life and die.
The particles of my body slowly,
sadly flow to disintegrate on
the ground
Then i am forever
forgotten,
and i no longer
bring joy and adventure,
to your world...
flowing in the wind of life.
My presence, makes people happy...
But when i near an object, too
difficult to pass through...
I give up my life and die.
The particles of my body slowly,
sadly flow to disintegrate on
the ground
Then i am forever
forgotten,
and i no longer
bring joy and adventure,
to your world...
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LOVE POEM
Published
24th Sep 2009 1:50pm
24th Sep 2009 1:50pm
You make me feel beautiful
You make me feel beautiful,
I want to keep you forever,
But when i think of you I cry,
I feel I'm not good enough,
your so perfect in every way,
and I'm just me,
knowing this I shrivel back down,
into my cold corner and slowly die,
in this unknown dirty room...
You make me feel beautiful,
I'm so afraid of what I am,
of whats to become,
and if you will love me all my life,
the way you love me now...
I know how I feel and its so strong,
you will never know exactly how I feel about you,
but only you can break my love for...
I want to keep you forever,
But when i think of you I cry,
I feel I'm not good enough,
your so perfect in every way,
and I'm just me,
knowing this I shrivel back down,
into my cold corner and slowly die,
in this unknown dirty room...
You make me feel beautiful,
I'm so afraid of what I am,
of whats to become,
and if you will love me all my life,
the way you love me now...
I know how I feel and its so strong,
you will never know exactly how I feel about you,
but only you can break my love for...
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DARK POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2009 8:12am
23rd Sep 2009 8:12am
Little Girl
All to be heard,
is the creak of the bed,
and faint snores,
from the next room...
All to be seen is,
the dust particles floating past,
through the light of her lamp,
and through the gloom...
Little girl thinks about what she has done,
that could make her nights so sleepless...
Memories or future possibilities,
haunt her and make her helpless...
Little girl cannot cry because the echo will wake the demon in his sleep...
Little girl cannot move because the noise will move through the silence,
so deep...
Staring out...
is the creak of the bed,
and faint snores,
from the next room...
All to be seen is,
the dust particles floating past,
through the light of her lamp,
and through the gloom...
Little girl thinks about what she has done,
that could make her nights so sleepless...
Memories or future possibilities,
haunt her and make her helpless...
Little girl cannot cry because the echo will wake the demon in his sleep...
Little girl cannot move because the noise will move through the silence,
so deep...
Staring out...
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LOVE POEM
Published
23rd Sep 2009 8:11am
23rd Sep 2009 8:11am
Carved into my heart
The music keeps me crying,
yet I'm still listening...
On the inside I am dying,
and the tears just keep glistening...
Every time I close my eyes,
I see a tear...
Can't believe I listened to the lies,
this was my greatest fear...
I stare at the ring you sent;
it's beauty is so rare...
Thinking of the love it use to represent;
A love we use to share...
But it died,
along with you and me...
It's gone,
but that's not how it's supposed to be...
You know? This wasn't suppose to happen,
we were a fantasy with a...
yet I'm still listening...
On the inside I am dying,
and the tears just keep glistening...
Every time I close my eyes,
I see a tear...
Can't believe I listened to the lies,
this was my greatest fear...
I stare at the ring you sent;
it's beauty is so rare...
Thinking of the love it use to represent;
A love we use to share...
But it died,
along with you and me...
It's gone,
but that's not how it's supposed to be...
You know? This wasn't suppose to happen,
we were a fantasy with a...
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