Submissions by JayJamezJr

I should've listened, when you said running back to the same girl was only gonna fuck me up even more...
And it did.

By running back to her I thought It was gonna change,
When instead she only put me through pain, the same pain as before
But this time it hurt a little more.
I spent the mornings hiding under cover because I just fucking love her, and it hurts.
Not being able to smile and not being able to laugh because then il be lying to myself.
Telling myself im okay when really I aint, because I ran back to the same girl hoping it'll change.

I...

I keep falling down

I keep falling down and my floors keep showing...
And im lost in my thoughts
Goin back to when I was that kid skanking in a draw
But now im lost cos I seen and been through a lot

Tryna keep faith but the pain aint going
Cant someone hang me from a cross
Since I keep falling down
Never ending cycle makes me wanna drown...
But then my friends might comeback around
Silence is such an awful sound

I keep falling down

Im tired of being who I am cos I get fucked over
Someone call 911 before its over, and im gone
No one will remember me, when im gone
No one will cry over me, when im gone
And when im gone I wont look down cos im a soldier who had to back down
Instead il have my head high up in the clouds
Like look at me now I cant be more happier
Call me crazy but im breaking im shaking my feelings I aint faking

Too many people have abused my trust so im watching every fucker disappear like dust
Ive only got me myself and I and I don't give a fuck
If im in pain...

There comes a time to let someone go
Yeah you might be afraid of being alone but theres always an end of the road
Blue skies turn grey and then the friendship you once had washes away
Not because they want to but because shit will change
Nothing can ever really stay the same
Otherwise this life would be pointless like a pencil
And then society will be drawn out like a stencil
But even then shit will change

Time can only tell
And when he's made up his mind then you know its time
Time to let go
Time to choose a different path and meet someone new...

She once told me I was the one
She once told me I was her only one
But then I found out she was seeing someone else because sex sells easily
Every night I lay awake since I cant sleep peacefully
I mean, how could she fucking do this to me?
I had gave this bitch every thing
Thoughts and promises of a diamond ring
But she don't give a shit
Instead she out there having one long fling
Making those mocking birds sing

And my heart hurts
I let a slut like her treat me like dirt
Walking all over my flaws like its earth
As she be prancing round...