Submissions by Idontgiveafk
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
Those who don't try, don't deserve in my opinion. Calm yourself even if it means getting out of the house. No one owes you anything. If you give then don't expect to get.
one sentence.
People are fucking assholes
#anger
#frustration
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They're gone
I don't want to focus
what they talk about
It brings me pain
mental pain in and out
I remember everyone
Everything I loved
I wanna cry
i won't forgive
This world is a bitch
taking everything
everyone
leaving me with nothing
Moving forward
only causes more
running away
just makes me sore
I can't run
away from my mind
all these memories
they are my bind
Just let it out I say
but no tears
I'm in public
I can't show my fears
I want to be with...
what they talk about
It brings me pain
mental pain in and out
I remember everyone
Everything I loved
I wanna cry
i won't forgive
This world is a bitch
taking everything
everyone
leaving me with nothing
Moving forward
only causes more
running away
just makes me sore
I can't run
away from my mind
all these memories
they are my bind
Just let it out I say
but no tears
I'm in public
I can't show my fears
I want to be with...
#sadness
#love
#depression
#grief
#dark
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The Lonesome Dove
Why do I always fall to this?
I have fallen to despair
Seeing all these couples
Where is my pair?
Where is my happiness?
Will I find that one?
Is there someone?
I'm tired of being alone.
I just want someone
someone to fight for.
someone to love
someone to explore (With)
I have fallen to despair
Seeing all these couples
Where is my pair?
Where is my happiness?
Will I find that one?
Is there someone?
I'm tired of being alone.
I just want someone
someone to fight for.
someone to love
someone to explore (With)
#sadness
#love
#despair
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Going for it.
I don't know what to do
I've got her on my mind
Should I bring it up too
not trying to break the bind
She's amazing
The perfect ten
got me 420 blazing
without the blend
She's got me under her spell
It's like she's ringing a bell
Calling me to her
it's a mix I want to stir
I'm going to go for it
even if it's for a bit
It's a common story
it might end with my bury
But it's worth it
I've got her on my mind
Should I bring it up too
not trying to break the bind
She's amazing
The perfect ten
got me 420 blazing
without the blend
She's got me under her spell
It's like she's ringing a bell
Calling me to her
it's a mix I want to stir
I'm going to go for it
even if it's for a bit
It's a common story
it might end with my bury
But it's worth it
#love
#confessional
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Gotta get out
Sometimes I wish
You'd stop being a bitch
You make me think
I should drown in the sink
It would be better
Than listening to your chatter
Telling people my mistakes
While you're out on cigarette breaks
I Just want to leave
No more "just believe"
I'm fucking out
I don't care what it's about
Just leave me be
I'm breaking free
Running away
With nothing to fray
Goodbye
You'd stop being a bitch
You make me think
I should drown in the sink
It would be better
Than listening to your chatter
Telling people my mistakes
While you're out on cigarette breaks
I Just want to leave
No more "just believe"
I'm fucking out
I don't care what it's about
Just leave me be
I'm breaking free
Running away
With nothing to fray
Goodbye
#anger
#anxiety
#hate #dark
#hate #dark
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Sanity Insane
People wonder
Why i sit and ponder
my own demise
Cause I realize
No one cares
they lie in pairs
saying that its fine
but i hate that line
They continue to tell me
To bring up bullshit
Trying to make me
Kill myself and disappear
So fuck them all
I'm not gonna ball
I'm not going to
Not out of the blue
They can say what they want
it turns in to what they want
What they fear
Where they steer
Trust me I want to
I really do
But I can't
My family needs me ...
Why i sit and ponder
my own demise
Cause I realize
No one cares
they lie in pairs
saying that its fine
but i hate that line
They continue to tell me
To bring up bullshit
Trying to make me
Kill myself and disappear
So fuck them all
I'm not gonna ball
I'm not going to
Not out of the blue
They can say what they want
it turns in to what they want
What they fear
Where they steer
Trust me I want to
I really do
But I can't
My family needs me ...
#depression
#loneliness
#dark
#bullying
#nightmares
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Revenge is a B****
You'll see what you've done
You'll know what you've put us through
We won't forget and never forgive
You fucked with our minds
now it's time
to pay for what you did
I don't care what you say
You'll pay for your lost bid
Don't play poker
with someone who's observant
Someone one who knows
Knows everything you've done.
You've fucked with my life
Now... It's time for my
Glorious, well deserved
Revenge!
You'll know what you've put us through
We won't forget and never forgive
You fucked with our minds
now it's time
to pay for what you did
I don't care what you say
You'll pay for your lost bid
Don't play poker
with someone who's observant
Someone one who knows
Knows everything you've done.
You've fucked with my life
Now... It's time for my
Glorious, well deserved
Revenge!
#anger
#hate
#frustration
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Who knows...
Do you know
What it's like?
To have people
you love tell you.
They want to
end it all
I have to try
and stay strong
for their sake
I can't cry
I have to say again
"you can't die!"
Both of them
All of them
Everyone
No matter what
Everyone I meet
and become friends
they tell me...
"I can't deal with life"
There are obstacles
People who fuck with them!
I can't help them all
I'm breaking!
My tears
My blood
My sweat
My mind
What it's like?
To have people
you love tell you.
They want to
end it all
I have to try
and stay strong
for their sake
I can't cry
I have to say again
"you can't die!"
Both of them
All of them
Everyone
No matter what
Everyone I meet
and become friends
they tell me...
"I can't deal with life"
There are obstacles
People who fuck with them!
I can't help them all
I'm breaking!
My tears
My blood
My sweat
My mind
#anxiety
#depression
#dark #nightmares
#dark #nightmares
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Anger VS Sanity
I see your anger
I can read you like a book
To think you were making joke
Yesterday was just a false hook.
I don't know what to tell you
I don't know what to do
Making me feel it too
I don't want to feel blue
I know
I read it
Leave it be
Just for a bit
Focus on yourself for one second
Unless it's something serious
And I need to get involved
The anger makes you delirious
I can read you like a book
To think you were making joke
Yesterday was just a false hook.
I don't know what to tell you
I don't know what to do
Making me feel it too
I don't want to feel blue
I know
I read it
Leave it be
Just for a bit
Focus on yourself for one second
Unless it's something serious
And I need to get involved
The anger makes you delirious
#anger
#frustration
#support #respect
#support #respect
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Leaving
I can't do this anymore.
I don't want to fear anymore
I just wanna get out
I want to leave
Please...
I'm sorry but I have to leave
I can't deal with this anymore
I love you but I have to.
Can you honestly say you can protect me
Just let me go.
I can't deal with her anymore.
When you move down I'll come back
but until then I can't be in that house anymore.
I don't want to fear anymore
I just wanna get out
I want to leave
Please...
I'm sorry but I have to leave
I can't deal with this anymore
I love you but I have to.
Can you honestly say you can protect me
Just let me go.
I can't deal with her anymore.
When you move down I'll come back
but until then I can't be in that house anymore.
#anxiety
#depression
#father
#LifeStruggles
#son
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My friend
You made me feel like shit
Talked shit just to piss me off
"now you know how I felt"
I don't know how you got set off
But then you told them off
Said "yet again he'll probably
surprise us and succeed"
They all looked at me oddly
I know one of them was pissed
He wants her, but i got her
I can make her happy
and she wont ever get burned
My friend
I thank thee
For faking them out
and setting me free
Talked shit just to piss me off
"now you know how I felt"
I don't know how you got set off
But then you told them off
Said "yet again he'll probably
surprise us and succeed"
They all looked at me oddly
I know one of them was pissed
He wants her, but i got her
I can make her happy
and she wont ever get burned
My friend
I thank thee
For faking them out
and setting me free
#hope
#BestFriend
#inspirational
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Lies
Why do people lie?
Why can't we just let go?
Why can't it just pass by?
Why don't you just tell the truth!
What did I do?
What have i done?
What have you been through?
What does it have to do with this!
You told me you stopped talking to him!
You told me he was out of the picture!
You said it was fine!
But it seems he's bewitched her...
She lied to me
denied what it could be
Shut out the facts
Trying to keep me on track
But I know the truth!
I know what you've done!
What could've...
Why can't we just let go?
Why can't it just pass by?
Why don't you just tell the truth!
What did I do?
What have i done?
What have you been through?
What does it have to do with this!
You told me you stopped talking to him!
You told me he was out of the picture!
You said it was fine!
But it seems he's bewitched her...
She lied to me
denied what it could be
Shut out the facts
Trying to keep me on track
But I know the truth!
I know what you've done!
What could've...
#anger
#regret
#heartbroken
#frustration
#disappointment
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