Submissions by Ianhelpless (Ian helpless)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
If you exist, why don't you heal my wounds, if you're god, release me from this tomb.
ballad
The spiders. are in my head
I begged. Here i am
Back hurts. Been laying here
With us. I'm okay
All I do all day is dream of better thing
I'm numb and excited to see all the way
I am pain I am grace we can take the blame
But it's me who never found the
I'm free. In my mind
I've had a good time
I'll burn. In bliss
Won't fade. In shit
All I do all day is dream of better things
I'm numb and excited to see all the way
I'm pain I'm grace we can take the blame
But it's me who never found the
I begged. Here i am
Back hurts. Been laying here
With us. I'm okay
All I do all day is dream of better thing
I'm numb and excited to see all the way
I am pain I am grace we can take the blame
But it's me who never found the
I'm free. In my mind
I've had a good time
I'll burn. In bliss
Won't fade. In shit
All I do all day is dream of better things
I'm numb and excited to see all the way
I'm pain I'm grace we can take the blame
But it's me who never found the
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coriander
Need a soul, need a fill
Need a friend to help feel real
I be a guy, they be a lie
In the end it all dies
Help... I can still fall so far
Need a heart, not a night
Needed a friend to help inside
they be a help, yall be a help
Don't let it end untied
Help... I can still fall so far
Need a friend to help feel real
I be a guy, they be a lie
In the end it all dies
Help... I can still fall so far
Need a heart, not a night
Needed a friend to help inside
they be a help, yall be a help
Don't let it end untied
Help... I can still fall so far
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hate me
I can feel a disease, in me
I fall farther away, from dreams
Lead by reason I'm drug from home
To a place I don't belong
Hate me
it is raining today, I'm leaving
each drop is a tear, in me
Each drop warns me not to go
But the end is cold as snow
Hate me
All of my friends. Will I see you again
In my life I don't know bury me in this world
I fall farther away, from dreams
Lead by reason I'm drug from home
To a place I don't belong
Hate me
it is raining today, I'm leaving
each drop is a tear, in me
Each drop warns me not to go
But the end is cold as snow
Hate me
All of my friends. Will I see you again
In my life I don't know bury me in this world
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happiness
Some say happiness is a lie
You can only know when you try
Some say happiness is life
I want to meet the one that's alive
Some carry water to there love
While some curse the one up above
Some cry themselves to bitter sleep
But in the end they will dream
we may never find a truth
Let's just hope it doesn't blue
For sometime the answer hurts
and we are stuck on this earth
You can only know when you try
Some say happiness is life
I want to meet the one that's alive
Some carry water to there love
While some curse the one up above
Some cry themselves to bitter sleep
But in the end they will dream
we may never find a truth
Let's just hope it doesn't blue
For sometime the answer hurts
and we are stuck on this earth
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self esteem
Sometimes the world is out to get me
Sometimes I feel it tries so hard
They would climb a mountain just to see me bleed
Now I realize it was only me
I hate myself
I hate myself
Sometimes I try to stop the pain
But all my efforts fall to blame
It'd be different if I could see
But I realize it is only me
I hate myself
I blame myself
For every tear that's fell from my eye
Who done it I only can say I
I wish I could burn away and dream
But I realized it is me
I hate myself
I blame myself
I hate myself...
Sometimes I feel it tries so hard
They would climb a mountain just to see me bleed
Now I realize it was only me
I hate myself
I hate myself
Sometimes I try to stop the pain
But all my efforts fall to blame
It'd be different if I could see
But I realize it is only me
I hate myself
I blame myself
For every tear that's fell from my eye
Who done it I only can say I
I wish I could burn away and dream
But I realized it is me
I hate myself
I blame myself
I hate myself...
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all of my life
Let's sit down, Chew on a bone
Lets go outside, And just run around
Sleep all night long, eat and yell fun songs
All of my life
all of my life
in the end I'll wither and die
One above me, he adores me
calls me dodge and dodge I will be
One day he ran away, but he learned something
all of my life
all of my life
in the end we'll wither and die
Knowledge is pain, pain is peace
We can sit here all night and dream
Of a life so simple and so free
All of my life
all of my life
in the end I'll wither and die
Lets go outside, And just run around
Sleep all night long, eat and yell fun songs
All of my life
all of my life
in the end I'll wither and die
One above me, he adores me
calls me dodge and dodge I will be
One day he ran away, but he learned something
all of my life
all of my life
in the end we'll wither and die
Knowledge is pain, pain is peace
We can sit here all night and dream
Of a life so simple and so free
All of my life
all of my life
in the end I'll wither and die
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Never me
Under the moon with you
I can let myself bloom
And every dusk I wake
To the smell of my heart
Oh never me Oh never me
The end will kill
Oh never you oh never you
Neither can be
I dance all night long
We hold hands for moments on
You're my leaf to my tree
Neither can be
Oh never me Oh never me
The end will surely kill
Oh never you oh never you
Neither can be
you promise not to leave
like ones who've betrayed me
but for now I must go
My soul left years ago
I can let myself bloom
And every dusk I wake
To the smell of my heart
Oh never me Oh never me
The end will kill
Oh never you oh never you
Neither can be
I dance all night long
We hold hands for moments on
You're my leaf to my tree
Neither can be
Oh never me Oh never me
The end will surely kill
Oh never you oh never you
Neither can be
you promise not to leave
like ones who've betrayed me
but for now I must go
My soul left years ago
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smile in a veil
As your thoughts begin to feel
You crack open a veil
Let loose your pain and grace
and no more suffering
Down down down
It's a smile in a veil
Rocks turn to sand, Sand into clay
It molds a substance in your brain
Let loose your pain and
Pile it on me
Down down down
It's a smile in a veil
You're past pains come out
You let them in and shout
Why on the couch
a smile in a veil
You crack open a veil
Let loose your pain and grace
and no more suffering
Down down down
It's a smile in a veil
Rocks turn to sand, Sand into clay
It molds a substance in your brain
Let loose your pain and
Pile it on me
Down down down
It's a smile in a veil
You're past pains come out
You let them in and shout
Why on the couch
a smile in a veil
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another bullet in me
It's passed the brink, another bullet in me
Tears through my flesh through my soul
It never was and never will
Be finished in my heart
The pride of pain and gain
That day tore me apart
It's passed the brink, another bullet in me
Tears through my flesh through my soul
And then that day I lost my soul
I worked so hard to make it go
The fault of love
Well now I know
It's passed the brink, another bullet in me
Tears through my flesh through my soul
It's passed the brink, another bullet in me
Oh why do they burn so bad...
Tears through my flesh through my soul
It never was and never will
Be finished in my heart
The pride of pain and gain
That day tore me apart
It's passed the brink, another bullet in me
Tears through my flesh through my soul
And then that day I lost my soul
I worked so hard to make it go
The fault of love
Well now I know
It's passed the brink, another bullet in me
Tears through my flesh through my soul
It's passed the brink, another bullet in me
Oh why do they burn so bad...
613 reads
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goodbye, goodbye
Goodbye, goodbye
The wind has died
I can't breathe no more
Goodbye, goodbye
Moving on in life
Is an innocent death
Taken to the grave
the words goodbye, goodbye
Will they be saved
The words goodbye, goodbye
goodbye, goodbye
The sun has died
the rain means no harm
Goodbye, goodbye
Living the other side
won't be lost
The wind has died
I can't breathe no more
Goodbye, goodbye
Moving on in life
Is an innocent death
Taken to the grave
the words goodbye, goodbye
Will they be saved
The words goodbye, goodbye
goodbye, goodbye
The sun has died
the rain means no harm
Goodbye, goodbye
Living the other side
won't be lost
1008 reads
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can't let go
I still feel the sun sometimes, it's warm
but memories always try. To find me
Stuck in a cage. I ain't the same
I have the key. In an older me
Can't let go
but memories always try. To find me
Stuck in a cage. I ain't the same
I have the key. In an older me
Can't let go
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Crystal daisy's
In a field I see, crystal daisy's
Oh what a smell, crystal daisy's
I can lay here forever
Under the warm sun
Feel the wind blow
Clouds rolling in
In a field I see, crystal daisy's
Oh what a taste, crystal daisy's
The sky turns grey
Rain drops on my head
Thunder tells the sad
Crashing on through the night
In a field I see, crystal daisy's
Oh what a time, crystal daisy's
We shared some time
On them fields
They turned white as snow
The day I lost hope
In a field I see, crystal daisy's
Oh...
Oh what a smell, crystal daisy's
I can lay here forever
Under the warm sun
Feel the wind blow
Clouds rolling in
In a field I see, crystal daisy's
Oh what a taste, crystal daisy's
The sky turns grey
Rain drops on my head
Thunder tells the sad
Crashing on through the night
In a field I see, crystal daisy's
Oh what a time, crystal daisy's
We shared some time
On them fields
They turned white as snow
The day I lost hope
In a field I see, crystal daisy's
Oh...
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