Submissions by Erin_Exorcism
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Crucifix
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Illness
this illness has taken over me; gone crazy; I can hardly breathe but all i know is there's no cure. I wouldn't even want to be cured. Lying here crying on the floor. Wondering what else is in store.
It's okay; I love the pain; cause there's no rainbow if there's no rain. So it's alright; I'll put up a fight; and I've got eyes so I can see the light.
this illness; It's eating me alive; just trying to find a cure. This illness; it makes me unsure; But i'm not insecure anymore. Lying here; still alive trying to find a safe place to hide. Safe place to hide. You'll just have to be mine;...
It's okay; I love the pain; cause there's no rainbow if there's no rain. So it's alright; I'll put up a fight; and I've got eyes so I can see the light.
this illness; It's eating me alive; just trying to find a cure. This illness; it makes me unsure; But i'm not insecure anymore. Lying here; still alive trying to find a safe place to hide. Safe place to hide. You'll just have to be mine;...
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Kill me
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Time machine
So with you; I feel untrue; I don't wanna screw around; we're over now. It's all faded into a hell; every single yell; I don't wanna dwell on us now; all the broken lies; all the goodnights all fades with time. So with you; I feel much better. I feel like we would be together; and as i send this last letter; I'm reminded it was never bad weather. So through fair weather; yeah through it all he still burns in the back of my mind but i laugh as he falls.
Is this heaven or hell? A Utopia? Please tell. Because i just can't fight these feelings anymore; It's time to watch you crawl! Down on;...
Is this heaven or hell? A Utopia? Please tell. Because i just can't fight these feelings anymore; It's time to watch you crawl! Down on;...
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Russian roulette
= screaming/growling
So here's what it's like; what it's like to be around you. So here's what it's like what's it's like to feel the need to surround you and it's not a bad feeling my dear. I'm always wishing you where near. I don't wanna admit! I just wanna pull the trigger, die this winter! I don't care If i die today, I had the best time and i pray that you would feel the same way. So here's what it's like; I'll always take your advice, It has to be precise. Not made of sugar or spice or anything nice! but that's just why we get along, why i sing this song and i won't pull the...
So here's what it's like; what it's like to be around you. So here's what it's like what's it's like to feel the need to surround you and it's not a bad feeling my dear. I'm always wishing you where near. I don't wanna admit! I just wanna pull the trigger, die this winter! I don't care If i die today, I had the best time and i pray that you would feel the same way. So here's what it's like; I'll always take your advice, It has to be precise. Not made of sugar or spice or anything nice! but that's just why we get along, why i sing this song and i won't pull the...
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Seriously
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You don't know.
You think you know how my life is, You think you know how I deal with this but you don't know what it really is and you don't know what it means to live, when your all alone, and you can't find a phone, thinking I'll just get stoned and they don't know what its like to be afraid of facing each and everyday hoping you'll just overdose so you don't need a gun to blow out the most, and you never wanna see the pain become real, or have to explain why you skip your meals, and I see it everyday, see it all the time, Been to the dark side of town and ten back a few times but I don't wanna live there...
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Shut Up
(* = Screaming/growling)
It's very simple, I'm sick and sincere. I'm sweet and unspoken, and I miss you my dear. It's very sime I'm the light and the dark, It's very simple, all the pains in my art. Shut up don't tell me who to be. Shut up if you don't, don't know the real me. Shut up if your dying if your trying but still crying. shut up if you haven't met me. It's very simple, people die. But the ones who are afraid to need to get up and try. You cannot cry, you cannot give in. Because if you take that pain you can turn it into something that'll win. You need to Rise up! Give it your...
It's very simple, I'm sick and sincere. I'm sweet and unspoken, and I miss you my dear. It's very sime I'm the light and the dark, It's very simple, all the pains in my art. Shut up don't tell me who to be. Shut up if you don't, don't know the real me. Shut up if your dying if your trying but still crying. shut up if you haven't met me. It's very simple, people die. But the ones who are afraid to need to get up and try. You cannot cry, you cannot give in. Because if you take that pain you can turn it into something that'll win. You need to Rise up! Give it your...
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A twist in time.
I write another story, but give this one a twist. My Pencil? It's a razor. My notebook? It's my wrist. I'm sick and tired of dealing with this shit, why can't they just accept me? They say they love the way I am but then criticize them. I'm not interested in being your a.t.m, or pretending to be your friend because we both hate them. Take your pain, put it into me, tell me everything I could never be. Make me feel like it's all unreal, lipstick lies and stiletto heels. Do you really enjoy living a life full of hatred? Being so cold, overlooked and outdated? Your thoughts are ancient, welcome...
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All alone anthem
This is the anthem that we live by, Someone gets to know me then they say goodbye this is the anthem I swear to live by, and now we're all falling down. Now we're spinning around. All alone, Dark and cold, No one here to save me. It feels like the trafic lights are the only light but maybe I Can sing to you for now and hope You will come around. I know I can be a bitch, I know I tend to lie, I know I'm caught up, caught like a fly. All I do Is cry, you no longer stop by. And that's when I gave up on life but now I see everything I didn't before, And your not worth crying over, Crying over...
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There's not a word for it
I give you love I never had, But still I manage to feel sad. There aren't words to explain,
why they love only in vain. There aren't words to express, why I can't seem to catch my breathe.
I don't wanna live each day like death, I can't stop my self from falling again, you'd think I'd know better but even then there where scars left on my hips, scars left on my thighs, still wishing you were mine. If I had the time I wouldn't lie; If I had the guts we'd compromise. I give you all I never had, someone there when things get bad. I'd hate to be you, cause at one point I was and all I...
why they love only in vain. There aren't words to express, why I can't seem to catch my breathe.
I don't wanna live each day like death, I can't stop my self from falling again, you'd think I'd know better but even then there where scars left on my hips, scars left on my thighs, still wishing you were mine. If I had the time I wouldn't lie; If I had the guts we'd compromise. I give you all I never had, someone there when things get bad. I'd hate to be you, cause at one point I was and all I...
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Your way
I really don't know what to say I guess this is your way of getting your way.
I guess we just had started to fade, and now it's the dawn of a new day.
Here's to those who can't fight back, though they were raised by wolves in a pack.
Here's to those who chose to be a loser, they'd rather be themselves than be an abuser.
Here's to those who slit their wrists, just to show everyone that they in fact exist.
Here's to those who are insane, but still know better than to love in vain.
Here's to those who don't Betray, who don't turn on you because of the things you say....
I guess we just had started to fade, and now it's the dawn of a new day.
Here's to those who can't fight back, though they were raised by wolves in a pack.
Here's to those who chose to be a loser, they'd rather be themselves than be an abuser.
Here's to those who slit their wrists, just to show everyone that they in fact exist.
Here's to those who are insane, but still know better than to love in vain.
Here's to those who don't Betray, who don't turn on you because of the things you say....
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