I couldn't convince you to stay.. I hate that I let you down and fucked things up so astronomically that your feelings drastically changed, and you felt that even if we had fixed things, that it would never be the same again.. I hate that you left when I needed you the most. I hate that I drove you away, and I hate that I became everything that you hate. I hate that it took 1 day for me to lose everything.
I hate that I miss you so fucking much. Like, I shouldn't right? I mean you walked out on me when I was at my lowest, I should be basking in my...