Submissions by Dulce (Proper)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
OBSERVATIONAL POEM
Published
4th Mar 2015 10:23am
4th Mar 2015 10:23am
Feelings
Tired of trying just disgusted
People lying can't be trusted
Ready to be alone and just say fuck it
At my house where loneliness screams so loud
Where there's only me no company or crowd
I have learned people are not who they seem to be
Pretend attitudes, fake facades empty smiles for the world to see
While all along they're miserable and bitter inside
If I stay your evil spirit and my precious soul will slowly collide
So even though i love you so much I have to leave
Before the awful things you feel and say about me I start to believe
People lying can't be trusted
Ready to be alone and just say fuck it
At my house where loneliness screams so loud
Where there's only me no company or crowd
I have learned people are not who they seem to be
Pretend attitudes, fake facades empty smiles for the world to see
While all along they're miserable and bitter inside
If I stay your evil spirit and my precious soul will slowly collide
So even though i love you so much I have to leave
Before the awful things you feel and say about me I start to believe
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DARK POEM
Published
21st Jun 2014 4:05pm
21st Jun 2014 4:05pm
Rape
The taste of blood on my lips
Fresh bruises on my hips
Dried tears on my face
What he's stolen not even God can replace
A throbbing pain coming from below
All I remember is screaming NO
A deep yearning in my soul
A piece of me is gone I'm no longer whole
How could he be so cold?
Some nerve how did he get so bold?
To take something that wasn't his to take
It's not something I can go re-buy for Heavens sake
Facing this harsh reality alone
No family everybody's gone
I'm no longer afraid of goodbye
My true fear lies within saying...
Fresh bruises on my hips
Dried tears on my face
What he's stolen not even God can replace
A throbbing pain coming from below
All I remember is screaming NO
A deep yearning in my soul
A piece of me is gone I'm no longer whole
How could he be so cold?
Some nerve how did he get so bold?
To take something that wasn't his to take
It's not something I can go re-buy for Heavens sake
Facing this harsh reality alone
No family everybody's gone
I'm no longer afraid of goodbye
My true fear lies within saying...
1065 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
4th Jun 2014 00:32am
4th Jun 2014 00:32am
A Daughters Plea
When you look at me you no longer see the daughter that you used to cherish and love
When you think of me you no longer think of me as a beautiful blessing from up above
Instead when you look at me you see a junkie that you no longer trust but despise
Instead when you think of me you think of a heavy burden with which you want to cut ties
But mommy I'm still your baby I just got lost on this journey we call life and took the wrong path
But I'm trying to slowly piece my life together so I no longer need to hear your accusing wrath
With every hurtful word you...
When you think of me you no longer think of me as a beautiful blessing from up above
Instead when you look at me you see a junkie that you no longer trust but despise
Instead when you think of me you think of a heavy burden with which you want to cut ties
But mommy I'm still your baby I just got lost on this journey we call life and took the wrong path
But I'm trying to slowly piece my life together so I no longer need to hear your accusing wrath
With every hurtful word you...
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EROTIC POEM
Published
20th Mar 2014 4:57am
20th Mar 2014 4:57am
Deadly
Your sweetest desire is what I will be
My sole purpose is to serve you what's your fantasy?
Wait before you tell me
I must warn you I'm Deadly
You shrug it off as you push me to my knees
I just go with the flow after all I aim to please
The look in your eyes tell me you're ready for me to ride
And by your wishes I will most certainly abide
Wait don't you want to wear protection
You say no you want to feel all of my affection
With a condom on it just don't feel the same
Well if that's what you want who am I...
My sole purpose is to serve you what's your fantasy?
Wait before you tell me
I must warn you I'm Deadly
You shrug it off as you push me to my knees
I just go with the flow after all I aim to please
The look in your eyes tell me you're ready for me to ride
And by your wishes I will most certainly abide
Wait don't you want to wear protection
You say no you want to feel all of my affection
With a condom on it just don't feel the same
Well if that's what you want who am I...
1070 reads
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
17th Mar 2014 8:08pm
17th Mar 2014 8:08pm
Alone
I'm so alone in this world I have no one to depend on but me
Do you know how it feels to have people look at you but they still don't see
I hurt and cry in the inside but I smile through my pain
My memories haunt me to the point where I think I'm no longer sane
My own mother looks at me with disgust then hangs her head in shame
She let that man hurt me so I look at her just the same
I sat and watched my mother in the courthouse as she stood by her husband with pride
She watched him come in my room and rape me but she still took his side
My mother told...
Do you know how it feels to have people look at you but they still don't see
I hurt and cry in the inside but I smile through my pain
My memories haunt me to the point where I think I'm no longer sane
My own mother looks at me with disgust then hangs her head in shame
She let that man hurt me so I look at her just the same
I sat and watched my mother in the courthouse as she stood by her husband with pride
She watched him come in my room and rape me but she still took his side
My mother told...
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DRUGS POEM
Published
17th Mar 2014 2:50am
17th Mar 2014 2:50am
Choices
I didn't seek you out of desperation
Nor was I a victim of sweet temptation
I didn't come to you searching for hope
Actually believing you we're my only way to cope
I never underestimated you by your look
I knew all along you had the power to hook
Imagination, complications,frustration
Are a few things that made me desire your sensations
Dreams on hold, lies told, life unfolds
The reason that I stay bound to you is unknown
Nor was I a victim of sweet temptation
I didn't come to you searching for hope
Actually believing you we're my only way to cope
I never underestimated you by your look
I knew all along you had the power to hook
Imagination, complications,frustration
Are a few things that made me desire your sensations
Dreams on hold, lies told, life unfolds
The reason that I stay bound to you is unknown
850 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
10th Mar 2014 6:31pm
10th Mar 2014 6:31pm
Withdrawals
Muscles Aching, Body Shaking, Soul Craving
Please just make it stop
Sheets Sticking, Stomach Twisting, Gut Wrenching
Please just make it stop
Whole Body Affected, Image Neglected, No Longer Notice Whats Reflected
Please just make it stop
Vomit is Rising, Tears Are Spilling, Anxiety is A Horrible Feeling
Please just make it stop
Head Nodding, Speech Slurring, No Longer Aware of whats Occurring
Thanks you made it stop
Please just make it stop
Sheets Sticking, Stomach Twisting, Gut Wrenching
Please just make it stop
Whole Body Affected, Image Neglected, No Longer Notice Whats Reflected
Please just make it stop
Vomit is Rising, Tears Are Spilling, Anxiety is A Horrible Feeling
Please just make it stop
Head Nodding, Speech Slurring, No Longer Aware of whats Occurring
Thanks you made it stop
861 reads
6 Comments
LOVE POEM
Published
10th Mar 2014 3:49pm
10th Mar 2014 3:49pm
The morning after
Glass and dried blood all over the place
Fresh bruises and cuts cover my face
The devil himself resides right here
There once was a time that I loved him now all I feel is fear
He beats and belittle's me until his ego is fed
Bald spots and knots all in my head
Who Is this person looking back at me
Just a shell of the beautiful woman I used to be
How can I escape from this hell I call a life
I agreed till death do us part when I became his wife
Now I long for nothing more then death to come and set me free
I feel there's nothing...
Fresh bruises and cuts cover my face
The devil himself resides right here
There once was a time that I loved him now all I feel is fear
He beats and belittle's me until his ego is fed
Bald spots and knots all in my head
Who Is this person looking back at me
Just a shell of the beautiful woman I used to be
How can I escape from this hell I call a life
I agreed till death do us part when I became his wife
Now I long for nothing more then death to come and set me free
I feel there's nothing...
936 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
10th Mar 2014 5:46am
10th Mar 2014 5:46am
head over heels
Im in love with a man named oxycodone
As long as I have him I will never feel alone
One sniff of him and all my problems are gone
Body feels amazing, nostril draining now im in my zone
Please dont ever leave me
As long as I have him I will never feel alone
One sniff of him and all my problems are gone
Body feels amazing, nostril draining now im in my zone
Please dont ever leave me
670 reads
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