Submissions by DeeperThanDark (Nicky)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I have been writing poetry for about 2 years, and I hope on here I might get a little bit of feedback on what everyone thinks of my poetry. Thankyou, -Nicole
~Bringin' Sexy Back~
Pull those sexy clothes on
The ultimate goal today, turn him on
Strut down those hall ways
Bringin' sexy back
Come on you sexy hoe
A little more skin you need to show
No problem
You got this
Bringin' sexy back
You caught his eye today
but he turned his back
Maybe he's planning when to act!
Maybe he's trying to decide what to say!!
He's approaching...
"I've noticed you trying to draw my attention, so I figured I should let you know...
I'm gay."
The ultimate goal today, turn him on
Strut down those hall ways
Bringin' sexy back
Come on you sexy hoe
A little more skin you need to show
No problem
You got this
Bringin' sexy back
You caught his eye today
but he turned his back
Maybe he's planning when to act!
Maybe he's trying to decide what to say!!
He's approaching...
"I've noticed you trying to draw my attention, so I figured I should let you know...
I'm gay."
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*Rise*
Recently you have fallen
You feel you have lost your calling
but soon, sadly you don't realize
You will, yes you will rise
When your heart feels overwhelmed
Know that your heart has not yet been sold
And together you will be when you rise
Tonight's the night
Tomorrow's the day
but what difference does it make
Because soon you will rise
Let your guard down, nobody has to know
Let your sad thoughts flow
Because you are no longer alone
I can't just spill lyrics for a poem
after hours of pain ...
You feel you have lost your calling
but soon, sadly you don't realize
You will, yes you will rise
When your heart feels overwhelmed
Know that your heart has not yet been sold
And together you will be when you rise
Tonight's the night
Tomorrow's the day
but what difference does it make
Because soon you will rise
Let your guard down, nobody has to know
Let your sad thoughts flow
Because you are no longer alone
I can't just spill lyrics for a poem
after hours of pain ...
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4 Comments
Too Little, Too Late......
That girl you called a whore yesterday,
she's been getting raped by her father
for the last 3 years.
That boy you watch and laugh at
as he gets picked on and beat
by bullies,
he gets beaten at home as well
That man everyone points and laughs at,
his deformity comes from a disease he caught
while fighting for our country in Iran
That girl that is made fun of for her clothes,
she's a prostitute and works all night
to just barely support her baby brother and herself.
That 9 year old girl that everyone calls fat,
she's...
she's been getting raped by her father
for the last 3 years.
That boy you watch and laugh at
as he gets picked on and beat
by bullies,
he gets beaten at home as well
That man everyone points and laughs at,
his deformity comes from a disease he caught
while fighting for our country in Iran
That girl that is made fun of for her clothes,
she's a prostitute and works all night
to just barely support her baby brother and herself.
That 9 year old girl that everyone calls fat,
she's...
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:DShe let goD:
She let go of her fake smile
and slipped to the tile floor
at his feet, and begged for mercy
"Please, please, kill me.
I just can't take it anymore."
But little did she know,
he had entirely different plans.
Her death did not come fast
It came painfully slow
as every bone cracked
and every drop of blood dripped
as she was violated repeatedly
As he tied her up
and dragged the knife down her back.
As he beat her with his belt
As she welcomed the darkness
and closed her eyes
"Thank you." She...
and slipped to the tile floor
at his feet, and begged for mercy
"Please, please, kill me.
I just can't take it anymore."
But little did she know,
he had entirely different plans.
Her death did not come fast
It came painfully slow
as every bone cracked
and every drop of blood dripped
as she was violated repeatedly
As he tied her up
and dragged the knife down her back.
As he beat her with his belt
As she welcomed the darkness
and closed her eyes
"Thank you." She...
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**Goodnight**
She falls asleep
She is too weak
to stay awake
She dies inside
Too many tears
She has cried
More than enough pills
she has taken
Her name has been forsaken
Goodnight
I fall asleep
I am too weak
to stay awake
I'm dying inside
Too many tears
I have cried
More than enough pills
I have taken
My name will be forsaken
Goodnight
She is too weak
to stay awake
She dies inside
Too many tears
She has cried
More than enough pills
she has taken
Her name has been forsaken
Goodnight
I fall asleep
I am too weak
to stay awake
I'm dying inside
Too many tears
I have cried
More than enough pills
I have taken
My name will be forsaken
Goodnight
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_Makeshift_Bandages_
I come second
But what can I expect
for someone who's very existance
ruins other people's lives?
I'm hiding my pills now,
why do I have to be medicated to be loved?
I'll just take my blade
and be alone on my own
bleeding when I want
taking care of things the way I do
making bandages out of pain
Making makeshift bandages out of toilet paper
and masking tape
I'm exhausted
I feel dead
Maybe I am...?
But the crimson proves different
I just don't care
And I know these makeshift bandages
can't hold me...
But what can I expect
for someone who's very existance
ruins other people's lives?
I'm hiding my pills now,
why do I have to be medicated to be loved?
I'll just take my blade
and be alone on my own
bleeding when I want
taking care of things the way I do
making bandages out of pain
Making makeshift bandages out of toilet paper
and masking tape
I'm exhausted
I feel dead
Maybe I am...?
But the crimson proves different
I just don't care
And I know these makeshift bandages
can't hold me...
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*-I Have No Enemies-*
So many years pass by like a blur
It's hard to imagine
But sitting there, I remember
Life isn't easy
But why make it any harder?
Life seemed like it made sense then...
So I called up every
friend, family member, or boy
that it had hurt to lose,
and told them how sorry I was it ended that way
and that I wanted them back, I wanted them to stay
I was amazed at the same forgiveness they offered back
And it made me realize
To those people I didn't bother to bring back
You were just an unwanted bump in my tracks ...
It's hard to imagine
But sitting there, I remember
Life isn't easy
But why make it any harder?
Life seemed like it made sense then...
So I called up every
friend, family member, or boy
that it had hurt to lose,
and told them how sorry I was it ended that way
and that I wanted them back, I wanted them to stay
I was amazed at the same forgiveness they offered back
And it made me realize
To those people I didn't bother to bring back
You were just an unwanted bump in my tracks ...
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__Fall to Your Knees__
I only write
when it really means something to me
I can't just make things up
with my poems, I fight to make you see
It's hard to understand someone's life
When you have lost at your own fight
You can't expect to ever win
When all you have ever done is sin!
So fall to your knees
Cry all you must
Not anyone, no, don't ever trust
You are who you think
Worthless, Ugly, a Disgusting Mistake
You can't let them change your mind
Think about all the years
where all you've done is cry
And now they expect you to change ...
when it really means something to me
I can't just make things up
with my poems, I fight to make you see
It's hard to understand someone's life
When you have lost at your own fight
You can't expect to ever win
When all you have ever done is sin!
So fall to your knees
Cry all you must
Not anyone, no, don't ever trust
You are who you think
Worthless, Ugly, a Disgusting Mistake
You can't let them change your mind
Think about all the years
where all you've done is cry
And now they expect you to change ...
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...No One Can Understand, When Not Even I Can??
They know some
But they don't know all
They don't know that i can just barely crawl
I am on my knees
Begging for someone to understand
But I can't expect them to,
when not even I can
Confusion is life
a balance beam
is what its like
But recently my beam has slipped
Almost all the way over it had tipped
I almost made a bad decision today
A bad decision with a boy, I will say
I thought having sex
would make me less afraid
of the men I can't even walk past on the street
I don't know why, I think they're all...
But they don't know all
They don't know that i can just barely crawl
I am on my knees
Begging for someone to understand
But I can't expect them to,
when not even I can
Confusion is life
a balance beam
is what its like
But recently my beam has slipped
Almost all the way over it had tipped
I almost made a bad decision today
A bad decision with a boy, I will say
I thought having sex
would make me less afraid
of the men I can't even walk past on the street
I don't know why, I think they're all...
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1 Comment
This is just... (another short poem)
Is this right?
Or am I doing something horribly wrong?
Or am I doing something horribly wrong?
726 reads
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zZ Tired Zz
Reaching for the stars
Living beneath the dirt
Why does it take death to realize
there could have been so much more?
Lying on the ground dying here
Life could have been more, I fear
Sick
Stomach turning
I'll close my eyes, and sleep
and take care of this in the morning
Living beneath the dirt
Why does it take death to realize
there could have been so much more?
Lying on the ground dying here
Life could have been more, I fear
Sick
Stomach turning
I'll close my eyes, and sleep
and take care of this in the morning
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No Life Of Her Own!! >.<
I'm calling you out
She thinks that she can push me around
She thinks my poems are about her
She thinks more drama she can stir
She thinks she needs to be constantly checking
out my site
I am seriously sick of this fight
I started out nice
Tried to kill her with being kind
But yet, she used me, and tried to ruin my life
But, I'll let you know I'm stronger than that
Break me, no she can't
She is fake
Help that people need, she takes
And I know, I won't be here long ...
She thinks that she can push me around
She thinks my poems are about her
She thinks more drama she can stir
She thinks she needs to be constantly checking
out my site
I am seriously sick of this fight
I started out nice
Tried to kill her with being kind
But yet, she used me, and tried to ruin my life
But, I'll let you know I'm stronger than that
Break me, no she can't
She is fake
Help that people need, she takes
And I know, I won't be here long ...
792 reads
12 Comments
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