Submissions by Crimson-Rose

As I stare at myself in the mirror and I realized I try to disguise my lies with a non-existent paradise. I lay in bed thinking of the past and all I see is my own hatred. To proud to admit I was wrong; to vain to say I was sad. I thrived on your pain to make my own seem scarce. I see inside my demons. To live like what I loathed to be made me sad to be me. I cry inside wanting to die. I try and try not to cry. I picture your face and fall apart inside. I should have realized sooner this would be the outcome, but I could never get my mind wrapped around the thought of losing you. So I say...