Submissions by Criminal_Minded
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Voices (1996)
Voices (1996)
As you lie there on your bed trying to fight those voices in your head,
you wonder why it has to be you who is not normal and has something wrong.
You feel it deep inside and sometimes it's too strong to hide,
you can feel it getting heavy and stronger, it's too hard for you to cope any longer,
you jump up, your face angry and red, you want to hurt people to make them dead,
you use your fists, your teeth, your legs, your head,
people shout STOP IT STOP IT,
and you say "i'm trying i'm trying", and inside your crying.
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As you lie there on your bed trying to fight those voices in your head,
you wonder why it has to be you who is not normal and has something wrong.
You feel it deep inside and sometimes it's too strong to hide,
you can feel it getting heavy and stronger, it's too hard for you to cope any longer,
you jump up, your face angry and red, you want to hurt people to make them dead,
you use your fists, your teeth, your legs, your head,
people shout STOP IT STOP IT,
and you say "i'm trying i'm trying", and inside your crying.
...
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So Special (19 August 2009)
So Special (19 August 2009)
I have tears in my eyes as i think of you, but im also smiling, a smile that's true.
These tears arn't of sadness they are tears of great joy, I LOVE YOU, my little girl my little boy.
You changed my life so much over these past few years, yes there's been struggles and yes there's been tears.
But i love you both the same and with unconditional love, i just hope you both find that this is enough.
I may not be the best who can offer materialistic things, but i can offer you my heart and all the love it brings.
I'll try to guide you...
I have tears in my eyes as i think of you, but im also smiling, a smile that's true.
These tears arn't of sadness they are tears of great joy, I LOVE YOU, my little girl my little boy.
You changed my life so much over these past few years, yes there's been struggles and yes there's been tears.
But i love you both the same and with unconditional love, i just hope you both find that this is enough.
I may not be the best who can offer materialistic things, but i can offer you my heart and all the love it brings.
I'll try to guide you...
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Chasing Your Dreams (16 August 2009)
Chasing Your Dreams (16 August 2009)
Chasing your dreams that you will never catch, knowing that their love will never last, but you still go on searching for the perfect one, it isn't them but you that is in the wrong. With your complex personality and your problems to match, it isn't no wonder it never lasts. Your too fucked up with your issues and your troubled past, your never going to find the "perfect lass".
It's ok i'v had a think, your best friend is an alcoholic drink and so what if it makes you stink, go get wasted and try to forget because your never...
Chasing your dreams that you will never catch, knowing that their love will never last, but you still go on searching for the perfect one, it isn't them but you that is in the wrong. With your complex personality and your problems to match, it isn't no wonder it never lasts. Your too fucked up with your issues and your troubled past, your never going to find the "perfect lass".
It's ok i'v had a think, your best friend is an alcoholic drink and so what if it makes you stink, go get wasted and try to forget because your never...
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Killing Time (1996)
Killing Time (1996)
As i lie here all on my own nothing to do nowhere to look, killing my time by reading a book, going deeper and deeper into another world, forgetting where i am, not realizing not giving a damn.
I'v got to come to terms with where i am, i'm going to be here for quite a while, not seeing Lee being a child.
I'v lost two people who i really love, my little angel, my little dove.
I just wish i'd changed my ways and been back in the days, i'm not a kid anymore. Sometimes i wish i was a kid again but now there's only one thing on my mind,
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As i lie here all on my own nothing to do nowhere to look, killing my time by reading a book, going deeper and deeper into another world, forgetting where i am, not realizing not giving a damn.
I'v got to come to terms with where i am, i'm going to be here for quite a while, not seeing Lee being a child.
I'v lost two people who i really love, my little angel, my little dove.
I just wish i'd changed my ways and been back in the days, i'm not a kid anymore. Sometimes i wish i was a kid again but now there's only one thing on my mind,
...
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I lie next to you.... (12 August 2009)
I lie next to you.... (12 August 2009)
I lie next to you as you sleep and from my eye a tear leaks, i watch your chest move as you slowly breath, i try so hard but i can not leave, your like a current, my electric supply and without you i know id die. But you don't see i'm here as i'm out of sight, all alone since that dreadful night, you told me it was over and we were through, i couldn't cope but i knew what to do, you don't see me watching as you sleep in your bed, that's because i am now dead. But i'm free to move wherever i please, watching you at will and with such ease.
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I lie next to you as you sleep and from my eye a tear leaks, i watch your chest move as you slowly breath, i try so hard but i can not leave, your like a current, my electric supply and without you i know id die. But you don't see i'm here as i'm out of sight, all alone since that dreadful night, you told me it was over and we were through, i couldn't cope but i knew what to do, you don't see me watching as you sleep in your bed, that's because i am now dead. But i'm free to move wherever i please, watching you at will and with such ease.
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Losing my grip (2009)
Losing my grip! (11 August 2009)
I sometimes feel i'm losing my grip with reality but unsure if it's just my fucked up personality, maybe it's the way i'm treated that decides how i act but how can i know what's real with no actual facts? I can only go of instinct and what i believe is real and the only thing i know is true is that when i was born i was dealt a shit deal.
Struggling with myself as i grew up in a state of self destruct mode and not giving a fuck, i struggled to survive in a world full of what i believed was hate and i kept telling myself i couldn't change...
I sometimes feel i'm losing my grip with reality but unsure if it's just my fucked up personality, maybe it's the way i'm treated that decides how i act but how can i know what's real with no actual facts? I can only go of instinct and what i believe is real and the only thing i know is true is that when i was born i was dealt a shit deal.
Struggling with myself as i grew up in a state of self destruct mode and not giving a fuck, i struggled to survive in a world full of what i believed was hate and i kept telling myself i couldn't change...
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