Submissions by Creative_Wisdom
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Who am I pt1
At times I lie to myself
To cover up my hindered emotions
Or feelings of Joyful rebuke
If I could mute my heart I would change its channel
This is only a test
But this beep seems as if its going flat
Lined up with my shallowed happiness
I'm the encourager who speaks down
While mentally abusing the feelings of another
How can I speak life
When I myself am not living
How can I motivate
When my motive is controlled by my Holier than thou attitude
I am a man who stands tall on the outside
But i'm falling internally
With no scapegoat...
To cover up my hindered emotions
Or feelings of Joyful rebuke
If I could mute my heart I would change its channel
This is only a test
But this beep seems as if its going flat
Lined up with my shallowed happiness
I'm the encourager who speaks down
While mentally abusing the feelings of another
How can I speak life
When I myself am not living
How can I motivate
When my motive is controlled by my Holier than thou attitude
I am a man who stands tall on the outside
But i'm falling internally
With no scapegoat...
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Hear Me out
Hear me out!!
You said speak and you'll listen
But I feel as if your ear is to the world
Waxed up from the filth we've instilled within it
Can you hear me
On this emotional roller coaster of Faith without a harness
See I'm trapped in space
Where my free fall doesnt feel so free
Unless I die to something my heart could'nt let go of
At least not by its own strength
Greater is He in me
But lesser I feel with Him
Maybe because i've constructed a wall of shame
That hinders the Joy He told me I could grasp
I've melted in my flaws
Without...
You said speak and you'll listen
But I feel as if your ear is to the world
Waxed up from the filth we've instilled within it
Can you hear me
On this emotional roller coaster of Faith without a harness
See I'm trapped in space
Where my free fall doesnt feel so free
Unless I die to something my heart could'nt let go of
At least not by its own strength
Greater is He in me
But lesser I feel with Him
Maybe because i've constructed a wall of shame
That hinders the Joy He told me I could grasp
I've melted in my flaws
Without...
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My sleeps infliction
I'm fighting rest with no coach
Taking blows of maybes
Sleep or no sleep
With processed thoughts running through my mind
Skipping its stage of skepticism
Am I free to doubt since I pay for my actions
Or am I rich in curiosity due my consequences being paid for
My dreams are peaceful nightmares
Swelling up my intentions on waking up
So I remain still
In Partial paralysis
Holding on to my last prayer
So tight my hands begin to bleed
Is my final breath worth my last hope
I feel stuck in stranded
Straining to reach my only resort ...
Taking blows of maybes
Sleep or no sleep
With processed thoughts running through my mind
Skipping its stage of skepticism
Am I free to doubt since I pay for my actions
Or am I rich in curiosity due my consequences being paid for
My dreams are peaceful nightmares
Swelling up my intentions on waking up
So I remain still
In Partial paralysis
Holding on to my last prayer
So tight my hands begin to bleed
Is my final breath worth my last hope
I feel stuck in stranded
Straining to reach my only resort ...
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Listen
If they say I won the lotto
My surprise would be surprised
Surprise
Raining down sheltered tears
Because I cry on the inside
Flooding my heart with tears of sorrow
But you just won the lotto
No
I choose the wrong god to follow
Listen
See my trust bears factors of
I need this and I need that
I wanted goOd
So I took the O off my back
In between God I placed my O
And took an Oath that in this
I'll grow
Owing nothing but
My soul
Making my Faith a train reck without a track
So there's no brakes when I crash...
My surprise would be surprised
Surprise
Raining down sheltered tears
Because I cry on the inside
Flooding my heart with tears of sorrow
But you just won the lotto
No
I choose the wrong god to follow
Listen
See my trust bears factors of
I need this and I need that
I wanted goOd
So I took the O off my back
In between God I placed my O
And took an Oath that in this
I'll grow
Owing nothing but
My soul
Making my Faith a train reck without a track
So there's no brakes when I crash...
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Answer This
Lord is our relationship real?
At least on my end
Cause I feel as if i'm just pretending
Trying so hard to shed tears through this pain
With no gained interest from my heart
I've started
My spiritual detour
With no GPS
God's Protectitive Sheild
Lord when I fall to my face
Am I falling in your Grace
Or falling to the place gravity choose not to elevate
Maybe I should find my fetal position
And pronounce my fear
Is this the life of my New Birth
Or am I just an Avatar waiting to awake from life's wilderness
Is this real Lord?...
At least on my end
Cause I feel as if i'm just pretending
Trying so hard to shed tears through this pain
With no gained interest from my heart
I've started
My spiritual detour
With no GPS
God's Protectitive Sheild
Lord when I fall to my face
Am I falling in your Grace
Or falling to the place gravity choose not to elevate
Maybe I should find my fetal position
And pronounce my fear
Is this the life of my New Birth
Or am I just an Avatar waiting to awake from life's wilderness
Is this real Lord?...
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