Submissions by BothSidesOfPain
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
BothSidesOfPain . i write deep and dark poem's , i also write about what i see and know in a unique way, I don't have sensitive skin feel free to let me know how you feel about my work because I will let you know how i feel about yours.
I need you.
I need you
Like a bonnie needs her clyde
Like a smoker needs a cigarette
After a long hard stressful day
I need you
Like headphones need an ipod
Like a diabetic craves sugar
Like a religious man needs his savior
You’re the wind beneath my wings
Helping me move on to better and higher things
You’re the air I breath
You’re the perfection my mother always hoped I would meet
, So I need you.
Like a bonnie needs her clyde
Like a smoker needs a cigarette
After a long hard stressful day
I need you
Like headphones need an ipod
Like a diabetic craves sugar
Like a religious man needs his savior
You’re the wind beneath my wings
Helping me move on to better and higher things
You’re the air I breath
You’re the perfection my mother always hoped I would meet
, So I need you.
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Don't cry
Please don’t cry
I see your so sad
I miss you too
But I’m up here with God
I’m not in pain no more
And now I can always be with you
I’m always watching over you
And at night as you sleep, I lay by your side
Please don’t cry
Ill see you again
We’re only temporarily separated,
So please don’t cry dry your tears
You’re not alone ,
I’m right here
I never really left your side
You feel so lonely all the time
I really never leave your mind
We’ll be together so soon so keep living your life
And know I’m...
I see your so sad
I miss you too
But I’m up here with God
I’m not in pain no more
And now I can always be with you
I’m always watching over you
And at night as you sleep, I lay by your side
Please don’t cry
Ill see you again
We’re only temporarily separated,
So please don’t cry dry your tears
You’re not alone ,
I’m right here
I never really left your side
You feel so lonely all the time
I really never leave your mind
We’ll be together so soon so keep living your life
And know I’m...
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Hushed Voices.
Hushed voices screaming in the rain
Hushed voices crying from the pain
Society silenced us from what we thought we deserve
I used to play as a child
I didn't care about what I would wear,
I didn’t care about my hair,
I didn’t care what people would think,
And I didn’t care about having a perfect waist line
Did they tell you, you weren’t perfect?
Did the steal your happiness?
Did they steal the real you?
96 suicides everyday
Like hushed voices crying in the rain
Just screaming for you to hear them now,
Maybe they’ll...
Hushed voices crying from the pain
Society silenced us from what we thought we deserve
I used to play as a child
I didn't care about what I would wear,
I didn’t care about my hair,
I didn’t care what people would think,
And I didn’t care about having a perfect waist line
Did they tell you, you weren’t perfect?
Did the steal your happiness?
Did they steal the real you?
96 suicides everyday
Like hushed voices crying in the rain
Just screaming for you to hear them now,
Maybe they’ll...
716 reads
2 Comments
Bang Bang.
My beautiful state of ignorance has evaporated
I’ll never be the same way now
Lies, the ultimate betrayal
Now its like you stole my ignorant state of bliss
Even though I was living my happiness in a lie
This will still be the most painful good bye,
Like gasoline running through my veins
Its like im hungry for more pain
And then gasoline meets the flame
And my ignorant heart goes bang
I’ll never be the same way now
Lies, the ultimate betrayal
Now its like you stole my ignorant state of bliss
Even though I was living my happiness in a lie
This will still be the most painful good bye,
Like gasoline running through my veins
Its like im hungry for more pain
And then gasoline meets the flame
And my ignorant heart goes bang
826 reads
6 Comments
Fly Away, Little Girl.
Its okay little girl
You’re going to die today
Its okay little girl
You wont have to cry today
Its okay little girl
After today he wont beat you anymore
Its okay little girl
Your going to learn to fly today
Its okay little girl
The darkness is going to die today
Its okay little girl there’s only light after today
Its okay little girl
You’re going to learn to fly today
You’re going to die today
Its okay little girl
You wont have to cry today
Its okay little girl
After today he wont beat you anymore
Its okay little girl
Your going to learn to fly today
Its okay little girl
The darkness is going to die today
Its okay little girl there’s only light after today
Its okay little girl
You’re going to learn to fly today
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Black Tar Leaking From My Crimson Soul
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3 Comments
Life Story,
I used to have a light in my eyes
Now all I see is sorrow
This is the gift of poverty ,
Hungry yesterday, today , and tomorrow
Where will I sleep?
I’m not counting ‘em , I’m sleeping with the sheep
Promises turn to lies
And the lies start to burn like an infinite flame
Burning me till I’m numb
Somebody save me from this horror story my life has become.
Now all I see is sorrow
This is the gift of poverty ,
Hungry yesterday, today , and tomorrow
Where will I sleep?
I’m not counting ‘em , I’m sleeping with the sheep
Promises turn to lies
And the lies start to burn like an infinite flame
Burning me till I’m numb
Somebody save me from this horror story my life has become.
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Crimson Memories Fade Away
Life hits me so hard,
It knocks the breath out of me
But my tears wont flow
That’ll be the death of me
I cant breath my eyes burn
Life tends to take some insane turns
A world full of pain everyday
I wake up and say what’s going to go wrong today
So Ill take these pills and ill go numb
I’ll hate the world for what I’ve become
Maybe tonight I'll turn out the lights and end my life
Ill say goodbye to this world and fly away
As all my crimson memories will fade away
It knocks the breath out of me
But my tears wont flow
That’ll be the death of me
I cant breath my eyes burn
Life tends to take some insane turns
A world full of pain everyday
I wake up and say what’s going to go wrong today
So Ill take these pills and ill go numb
I’ll hate the world for what I’ve become
Maybe tonight I'll turn out the lights and end my life
Ill say goodbye to this world and fly away
As all my crimson memories will fade away
848 reads
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Broken Angel Fly Away
Broken angel fly away
Broken angel don’t you cry today
He cut your wings but still , you’ll be okay
Broken angel fly away
Broken angel crying in the rain
Broken angel smiling, ignoring the pain
Runaway broken angel ,
Runaway from the pain
He cut your wings but still you can learn to fly again
Broken angel fly away
From the pain of today
And the promised pain of tomorrow
Broken angel crying in the rain
Runaway and learn to dance in the rain,
Runaway from this world of pain
Broken angel fly away
Broken angel don’t you cry today
He cut your wings but still , you’ll be okay
Broken angel fly away
Broken angel crying in the rain
Broken angel smiling, ignoring the pain
Runaway broken angel ,
Runaway from the pain
He cut your wings but still you can learn to fly again
Broken angel fly away
From the pain of today
And the promised pain of tomorrow
Broken angel crying in the rain
Runaway and learn to dance in the rain,
Runaway from this world of pain
Broken angel fly away
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My Mind Has Gone.
The lies that burn in my brain
Like the memories that make me insane
Like butterflies trying to dance through the rain
But all that gets through is pain.
Can someone help me get through this endless state of agony and depression ,
This endless pain
Living the life of pain killers , Stress relievers , And anti-Depressants
I take my medicine , Then my mind fades
Just like my doctor wants me to be.
I don’t know what I’m seeing
I don’t know that I’m breathing
I don’t know if this is life or if I’m dreaming
Are you here , Is...
Like the memories that make me insane
Like butterflies trying to dance through the rain
But all that gets through is pain.
Can someone help me get through this endless state of agony and depression ,
This endless pain
Living the life of pain killers , Stress relievers , And anti-Depressants
I take my medicine , Then my mind fades
Just like my doctor wants me to be.
I don’t know what I’m seeing
I don’t know that I’m breathing
I don’t know if this is life or if I’m dreaming
Are you here , Is...
970 reads
4 Comments
My sweet escape.
Depression I have this obsession
With death
Call it a death wish ,
Or the I wish I was dead list
Not strong enough to take my own life
So I dream of it
Will I see God , or is Satan going to be greeting me at the gates?
Everyone dies so why can’t I?
I hate my fucking life anyway
Daddy hates me, School discourages me, Mom never notices me
Society fucks me every time
This world sucks, Since you left
Hey, there’s my strength
Nobody will miss me anyway
Take this bottle of pills,
Now here’s a nightmare I’ll never wake up...
With death
Call it a death wish ,
Or the I wish I was dead list
Not strong enough to take my own life
So I dream of it
Will I see God , or is Satan going to be greeting me at the gates?
Everyone dies so why can’t I?
I hate my fucking life anyway
Daddy hates me, School discourages me, Mom never notices me
Society fucks me every time
This world sucks, Since you left
Hey, there’s my strength
Nobody will miss me anyway
Take this bottle of pills,
Now here’s a nightmare I’ll never wake up...
1138 reads
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Inside my schizophrenic mind
She’s in chains
The memories blow through her brain
And make her insane
How can I break free ?
Please let me go.
Insanity steals her soul
It turns her into a ghost
With a haunted past
And a damned future
Take it one day at a time
Out of sight
Out of mind
I try to run but these chains slow me down
They’re smiles , as evil as a clowns
I’ll die here , they say
No point in running away
I need them they say
Insanity seeps in deeper
And I see people come to take me away
Insane asylum
They say...
The memories blow through her brain
And make her insane
How can I break free ?
Please let me go.
Insanity steals her soul
It turns her into a ghost
With a haunted past
And a damned future
Take it one day at a time
Out of sight
Out of mind
I try to run but these chains slow me down
They’re smiles , as evil as a clowns
I’ll die here , they say
No point in running away
I need them they say
Insanity seeps in deeper
And I see people come to take me away
Insane asylum
They say...
1309 reads
9 Comments
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