Submissions by Blood_Merchant93 (BeautifulManiac)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
I wonder through the darkness and share some with you
DARK POEM
Published
22nd Dec 2013 8:01pm
22nd Dec 2013 8:01pm
My Still Hand
Secrecy in watercolours along my body,
painting from new pallets with the same old brush.
Digging into old lids to find a darker shade,
a deeper crimson to splash along the tiles.
Closer to finishing without a disturbance,
shortness of breath with a pale blue touch.
Mixing colours from this lifeless shell,
a razor for a brush in my still hand.
painting from new pallets with the same old brush.
Digging into old lids to find a darker shade,
a deeper crimson to splash along the tiles.
Closer to finishing without a disturbance,
shortness of breath with a pale blue touch.
Mixing colours from this lifeless shell,
a razor for a brush in my still hand.
657 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
5th Dec 2013 4:45pm
5th Dec 2013 4:45pm
Jealousbook
Still jealousy rears from this gross mind
darting it's way to create unpleasant thoughts
irritated I tug and twirl at my purple hair
digging my nails into my freckled skin
just enough to feed me some pain
just enough to feel a little alive
darting it's way to create unpleasant thoughts
irritated I tug and twirl at my purple hair
digging my nails into my freckled skin
just enough to feed me some pain
just enough to feel a little alive
676 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
24th Nov 2013 6:52pm
24th Nov 2013 6:52pm
Bad taste
Drink from the goblet of silence
to seal you lips from poison
Silence can be more powerful
than actions of anger or venom
Eat from the plate of ignorance
to ignore the ones who hurt you
Erase the people from your lives
the ones who are not worth you
Sleep the sleep of sweet dreams
to calm the monsters in your soul
Sing a song with personal meaning
shine the light to make you whole
to seal you lips from poison
Silence can be more powerful
than actions of anger or venom
Eat from the plate of ignorance
to ignore the ones who hurt you
Erase the people from your lives
the ones who are not worth you
Sleep the sleep of sweet dreams
to calm the monsters in your soul
Sing a song with personal meaning
shine the light to make you whole
656 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
29th Oct 2013 4:28pm
29th Oct 2013 4:28pm
Lonely Ghoul
Unseen by those with stabbing eyes
reflected in the mirror of hurtful lies
a piercing pain to unveil your guise
awaiting the arrival of your demise
Crawling desperately for a place to hide
somewhere with light but not outside
sleeping in a wooden box where you reside
today is the day you gave up and died
reflected in the mirror of hurtful lies
a piercing pain to unveil your guise
awaiting the arrival of your demise
Crawling desperately for a place to hide
somewhere with light but not outside
sleeping in a wooden box where you reside
today is the day you gave up and died
634 reads
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DRUGS POEM
Published
26th Oct 2013 10:26pm
26th Oct 2013 10:26pm
Stress Relief
Lungs, choking on the smoke of lungs,
swirling in your lungs and brain,
a blurring view with vivid colours,
helping you forget unwanted pain.
High, addicted to feeling high,
laughing without a single care,
slumped on a filthy torn up couch,
in the same tattered rags you wear.
swirling in your lungs and brain,
a blurring view with vivid colours,
helping you forget unwanted pain.
High, addicted to feeling high,
laughing without a single care,
slumped on a filthy torn up couch,
in the same tattered rags you wear.
645 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
24th Oct 2013 5:10pm
24th Oct 2013 5:10pm
The Suffering
Find me.
In the fog of this eerie woodland,
pacing around some broken thistles,
tearing at the scars on my mind,
knife in one hand, life in another,
circling a grim roundabout of pain...
Broken.
Against a leafless yew tree,
twisting and pulling at my auburn hair,
trying so hard to think of a positive,
a lonely girl with a tortured past,
it's only selfish if someone cares...
Alone.
Battling demons and losing,
abandoned from the hearts of blood kin,
no one wants to live feeling so numb and cold,
the knife slips and sets...
In the fog of this eerie woodland,
pacing around some broken thistles,
tearing at the scars on my mind,
knife in one hand, life in another,
circling a grim roundabout of pain...
Broken.
Against a leafless yew tree,
twisting and pulling at my auburn hair,
trying so hard to think of a positive,
a lonely girl with a tortured past,
it's only selfish if someone cares...
Alone.
Battling demons and losing,
abandoned from the hearts of blood kin,
no one wants to live feeling so numb and cold,
the knife slips and sets...
687 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
25th Sep 2013 11:22pm
25th Sep 2013 11:22pm
Drug death
Swallow the tablets to soothe your addiction
hope that it flows into your system
You need more and more just to get a hit
you lose yourself everyday bit by bit
You lift up your sleeves to a busted vein
try to pierce the skin but it brings more pain
Puking and shaking your skin is so pale
choking and struggling to even inhale
The vomit makes you splutter and struggle some more
you let go of the sink and fall to the floor
In your final moments you feel only pain and dismay
knowing your soul will be stuck forever halfway
...
hope that it flows into your system
You need more and more just to get a hit
you lose yourself everyday bit by bit
You lift up your sleeves to a busted vein
try to pierce the skin but it brings more pain
Puking and shaking your skin is so pale
choking and struggling to even inhale
The vomit makes you splutter and struggle some more
you let go of the sink and fall to the floor
In your final moments you feel only pain and dismay
knowing your soul will be stuck forever halfway
...
657 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
27th May 2013 12:49pm
27th May 2013 12:49pm
Straight Jacket
Whispers echo behind my ears,
my eyes burn and my soul hates.
Miserable smiles cross flipped frowns,
my tears burn and my heart aches.
I don't know what's real anymore
The deep slumber draws me near
I slip into this bed of mine
Wrapped in jackets on a padded floor
Tick tick tick goes the clock
My mind wonders ahead of time
Dodging past the voices of reason
Nothing can stop my deadly rage
Whispers echo behind my ears,
my eyes burn and my soul hates.
Miserable smiles cross flipped frowns,
my tears burn and my heart...
my eyes burn and my soul hates.
Miserable smiles cross flipped frowns,
my tears burn and my heart aches.
I don't know what's real anymore
The deep slumber draws me near
I slip into this bed of mine
Wrapped in jackets on a padded floor
Tick tick tick goes the clock
My mind wonders ahead of time
Dodging past the voices of reason
Nothing can stop my deadly rage
Whispers echo behind my ears,
my eyes burn and my soul hates.
Miserable smiles cross flipped frowns,
my tears burn and my heart...
708 reads
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DARK POEM
Published
30th Mar 2013 00:44am
30th Mar 2013 00:44am
Stitches...
From the depths of my bleak and shallow heart,
I found a stitch pulled apart,
a simple error from my life,
a menacing thought brought back to life...
I open a vein and smile once more,
feel the pain and watch the blood pour,
a childhood nightmare coming to an end,
a vicious past I can't seem to mend...
Blood it seems is my new dream,
glistening veins are my fantasy,
please don't go I need your help,
stitch me up and please don't tell...
I found a stitch pulled apart,
a simple error from my life,
a menacing thought brought back to life...
I open a vein and smile once more,
feel the pain and watch the blood pour,
a childhood nightmare coming to an end,
a vicious past I can't seem to mend...
Blood it seems is my new dream,
glistening veins are my fantasy,
please don't go I need your help,
stitch me up and please don't tell...
771 reads
3 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
13th Nov 2012 5:11pm
13th Nov 2012 5:11pm
Tempestuous.
An urge is an urge.
An action is an action.
To avoid the action is to increase the urge.
For release...
It's been so long since we caught eyes,
since the day I nearly died,
since the day I barely cried,
with relief...
The taste of blood is distant,
almost edging from the shadows,
closing into me,
suffocating me...
There is only so much I can withstand,
before I lose all control,
before I finally snap,
until I collapse...
One day we'll meet again,
a razer for a gash,
a tissue for the blood,
a coffin...
An action is an action.
To avoid the action is to increase the urge.
For release...
It's been so long since we caught eyes,
since the day I nearly died,
since the day I barely cried,
with relief...
The taste of blood is distant,
almost edging from the shadows,
closing into me,
suffocating me...
There is only so much I can withstand,
before I lose all control,
before I finally snap,
until I collapse...
One day we'll meet again,
a razer for a gash,
a tissue for the blood,
a coffin...
664 reads
1 Comment
DARK POEM
Published
2nd Mar 2012 9:49pm
2nd Mar 2012 9:49pm
Demented Minds
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Demented minds, that’s what you have.
Stabbing our backs with your selfish dagger
making our minds trip and stagger.
Our minds snap, for the final time.
You took us back to a state of regression
burning our nerves to bring back our depression.
We aim to please, we dare to try.
Forcing smiles through tear stained masks
and killing our days as if they were our last.
This is the last time, our last fall.
Tomorrow we’ll fade from your eyes
this is the last time you’ll see us alive.
Demented minds, that’s what...
Demented minds, that’s what you have.
Stabbing our backs with your selfish dagger
making our minds trip and stagger.
Our minds snap, for the final time.
You took us back to a state of regression
burning our nerves to bring back our depression.
We aim to please, we dare to try.
Forcing smiles through tear stained masks
and killing our days as if they were our last.
This is the last time, our last fall.
Tomorrow we’ll fade from your eyes
this is the last time you’ll see us alive.
Demented minds, that’s what...
851 reads
2 Comments
DARK POEM
Published
25th Feb 2012 11:24pm
25th Feb 2012 11:24pm
Profile of a twisted woman
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[b]Come hither you harlot, you poisonous bitch,
Come sit with me and feast your eyes upon this.
This thing you see glistening within my grasp,
Will surely frighten the soul from your gasp.
Once upon a time I was in the darkness you see,
And decided it was time for others to plea.
The people who hurt me or tormented my mind,
Didn’t understand me, they were so blind.
I took it upon myself to sort them out,
Tore out their hearts to leave them without.
Breathless and cold I branded them liars,
Cut at their flesh then set them on...
[b]Come hither you harlot, you poisonous bitch,
Come sit with me and feast your eyes upon this.
This thing you see glistening within my grasp,
Will surely frighten the soul from your gasp.
Once upon a time I was in the darkness you see,
And decided it was time for others to plea.
The people who hurt me or tormented my mind,
Didn’t understand me, they were so blind.
I took it upon myself to sort them out,
Tore out their hearts to leave them without.
Breathless and cold I branded them liars,
Cut at their flesh then set them on...
995 reads
2 Comments
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