Submissions by Bellababy08 (Lali)

font=Trebuchet MS]Walking down a silent road,
approaching the place where all my mistakes were made.
dark silhouettes say their bode,
Inching closer as i fell to the ground and prayed.

Unknown bodies surrounding me.
Half of them grab my ankles, remaing grab my wrists.
Nothing left for me to do but beg and plea.
Finally god can cross me off his lists.

The silhouettes faces grew clear.
Sharp fangs, Maniacal eyes, heads tilted to the side.
Laughter ringing out for all to hear.
Their legs shaking with every stride.

Meeting their...

Is it possible for an innocent looking soul,
to hold so much anger?
To have always dreamed of punching another breathing human being?
To hurt someone, and see for the first time how powerful their hook is?

Is it unknown to others of this feeling.
Of not purposefully making someone feel pain for who they are,
but to let one's self anger free,
stress relieved.

That's what boxing is for,
right?
Either way you wouldn't catch them in the ring,
or any other crowd for that matter.
That is not them,
they don't arrouse this...

Funny how quickly emotions can change.
Have you seen?
Or did you miss it?
It was a flash of change, too quick.
Passed you by didn't it?
Butterflies laying nests inside stomachs,
threatening to fly out of your throat.
Too quickly does it change into morbid insects.
Wasps fill your lungs and puncture your esophagus.
You choke for air,
but everytime this occurs
a wasp clings to your throat with it's stinger.
Love is a dangerous emotion.
It can easily change, too quickly as you can see.
Eventually those wasps die off, ...

"Follow your dreams"
That's what you've been taught since preschool or day care.
Well what  if you can't follow your dreams,
epecially if you did dream about it and wish for it to come true and to see if you can make it possible.
But you know deep down it will  never happen. It's not possible.
Your dreams could be about careers, or relationships,
or healthy lifestyles, or conditions,
or safety for your family.
When you know whatever steps you take to achieve that goal,
You'll still be millions of miles away from actually completing it....

I liked our moments together,
 just to vanish when she arrives.
 You dont think of me as much as i do you.
You're still heartbroken from her leaving.
I can see it, your eyes twinkle once she is near.
You call her beautiful,
you dont even realize  it.
I know how much  you love her,
I feel small in a giant world when she is around you.
I feel guilt, betrayal, anger, sadness, jealousy and my regular perkiness when she is around.
I haven't done anything wrong,
but i still feel guilt since i always ushered her how cute you two were....