Submissions by Angelinblaacklace (DeAnna)
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Poet Introduction
My poetry is simple, theres no real themes to them. Its mainly my own thoughts or things I've seen/imagined.
DARK POEM
Published
11th May 2014 3:39am
11th May 2014 3:39am
dont wanna be afraid
How screwed up do you have to be...
How done do you have to be to let your depression control you
…
To lose your grip enough to find anything that will alleviate
the pain.. anything.. no matter what..
Relapse.. the one thing I didn't want and now I'm hiding again..
I don't know what to do.. I don't want to do this anymore
… I didn't in the first place... Why am I doing this again..
Why did I do it in the first place.. Why am I stupid enough
to think that pain and scars are a viable solution to everything
thats going on
all my...
How done do you have to be to let your depression control you
…
To lose your grip enough to find anything that will alleviate
the pain.. anything.. no matter what..
Relapse.. the one thing I didn't want and now I'm hiding again..
I don't know what to do.. I don't want to do this anymore
… I didn't in the first place... Why am I doing this again..
Why did I do it in the first place.. Why am I stupid enough
to think that pain and scars are a viable solution to everything
thats going on
all my...
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DARK POEM
Published
7th May 2014 7:16pm
7th May 2014 7:16pm
A dark lullaby
Hush little baby don't you cry , don't cut your wrists don't say goodbye...
Why is it that you don't see how special you are
priceless, perfect to a "T". A smile that brings joy to the world
and a bright personality.
I don't understand how you don't see your own worth.
Or why you won't except help when seen that you need it.
Look even now your fucking wrists are bleeding!
Why do you deny when we can see it?
A heart beats twice as fast when it's broken,
when it remember the past. Fond Memories
you thought would last. Now you...
Why is it that you don't see how special you are
priceless, perfect to a "T". A smile that brings joy to the world
and a bright personality.
I don't understand how you don't see your own worth.
Or why you won't except help when seen that you need it.
Look even now your fucking wrists are bleeding!
Why do you deny when we can see it?
A heart beats twice as fast when it's broken,
when it remember the past. Fond Memories
you thought would last. Now you...
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DARK POEM
Published
7th May 2014 7:02pm
7th May 2014 7:02pm
Scars
I used to wonder
if anyone would care
if I just disappeared
when i realized
nobody would I wiped
the blood from my wrist
and stared at my scars
wondering ho I let it get
that far again
my heart skipped a beat
as I felt the immediate mending
as the blade left my skin
tattered and torn
forcfuly broken
As time goes bye
the scars fade away
but I will see them
till forever and a day
11,5,13
if anyone would care
if I just disappeared
when i realized
nobody would I wiped
the blood from my wrist
and stared at my scars
wondering ho I let it get
that far again
my heart skipped a beat
as I felt the immediate mending
as the blade left my skin
tattered and torn
forcfuly broken
As time goes bye
the scars fade away
but I will see them
till forever and a day
11,5,13
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MISCELLANEOUS POEM
Published
3rd May 2014 00:53am
3rd May 2014 00:53am
Nightmare
Count back and try to find some happiness
Where did it go?
Thats what childhood is supposed to be, right?
Not this big mass of blackness
Oozing with depression and nightmares.
Everyday living to sleep
blocking out the events
Because they cut to deep
Painful watching as the hours tick by
Hearing only screaming and yelling outside
"I hate you!"
"You're grounded"
"I wanna die!"
Parents fighting
Children ignored
fighting between mother and daughter
that may have gone to far
Brothers arrested...
Where did it go?
Thats what childhood is supposed to be, right?
Not this big mass of blackness
Oozing with depression and nightmares.
Everyday living to sleep
blocking out the events
Because they cut to deep
Painful watching as the hours tick by
Hearing only screaming and yelling outside
"I hate you!"
"You're grounded"
"I wanna die!"
Parents fighting
Children ignored
fighting between mother and daughter
that may have gone to far
Brothers arrested...
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st May 2014 9:00pm
1st May 2014 9:00pm
Why
How do you sit there with her
like I'm not even there.
Leave with her, come back and
still make my heart jump into my
throat.
Because you came to check on me.
I'm confused, and amazed at
how easily you enrapture me.
Walk up to me arms open wide.
I know you are asking for permission
I let you hug me and as you leave.
Am wondering why you care.
like I'm not even there.
Leave with her, come back and
still make my heart jump into my
throat.
Because you came to check on me.
I'm confused, and amazed at
how easily you enrapture me.
Walk up to me arms open wide.
I know you are asking for permission
I let you hug me and as you leave.
Am wondering why you care.
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LOVE POEM
Published
1st May 2014 8:10pm
1st May 2014 8:10pm
Over you
I sit here fuming
My heart races and my face flushes
I try not to look
I know you were never mine
I thought I was beyond this.
But I can't talk to you without
having feelings.
Seeing you with her..
Pisses me off..
Guess I'm not over you...
My heart races and my face flushes
I try not to look
I know you were never mine
I thought I was beyond this.
But I can't talk to you without
having feelings.
Seeing you with her..
Pisses me off..
Guess I'm not over you...
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LOVE POEM
Published
30th Apr 2014 1:42am
30th Apr 2014 1:42am
this feeling
Say that you love me?
That you need me?
That you would do anything for me,
and never leave me?
You lie to me so easily,
because you cannot stand to be
happy?
At least that's what you tell me
I believe so easily.
Because I need to be loved
I let you lie to me.
I let you hurt me, and am so prepared
to do it again.
That you need me?
That you would do anything for me,
and never leave me?
You lie to me so easily,
because you cannot stand to be
happy?
At least that's what you tell me
I believe so easily.
Because I need to be loved
I let you lie to me.
I let you hurt me, and am so prepared
to do it again.
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DARK POEM
Published
15th Apr 2014 8:27pm
15th Apr 2014 8:27pm
So what
So what?
If I'm not okay?
Nobody cares anyways,
I cut and cry and scream so loud
pleas for help...
Nobody hears them,
nobody sees them.
My heart aches with loneliness
As my depression consumes me.
Daily fighting with my own personal demons.
So what,as long as I am causing
no one else pain.
Just look away I know its to much,
you see my scars accept my cuts.
Wrap me in your arms as you tell me
sweet lies "It's okay"
"Everything will be alright"
You hug me tight pulling me
easily into the light.....
If I'm not okay?
Nobody cares anyways,
I cut and cry and scream so loud
pleas for help...
Nobody hears them,
nobody sees them.
My heart aches with loneliness
As my depression consumes me.
Daily fighting with my own personal demons.
So what,as long as I am causing
no one else pain.
Just look away I know its to much,
you see my scars accept my cuts.
Wrap me in your arms as you tell me
sweet lies "It's okay"
"Everything will be alright"
You hug me tight pulling me
easily into the light.....
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LOVE POEM
Published
12th Apr 2014 7:01am
12th Apr 2014 7:01am
Pain in translation
afraid to love
I'm afraid of being hurt
again
I can't let my past dictate who I am
Who I trust..
Or hinder me from opening up again..
But you see
You screwed it up..
You broke me...
Because I trusted you..
I told you everything
You used me..
You hurt me...
Gave me hope and yanked it away
Only to easily..
So I don't want to let anyone in..
Ever again
Because that kind of death
Hurts more than anything
Because I realize I have been
kidding myself..
I was delusional..
The worst part isn't even that you did...
I'm afraid of being hurt
again
I can't let my past dictate who I am
Who I trust..
Or hinder me from opening up again..
But you see
You screwed it up..
You broke me...
Because I trusted you..
I told you everything
You used me..
You hurt me...
Gave me hope and yanked it away
Only to easily..
So I don't want to let anyone in..
Ever again
Because that kind of death
Hurts more than anything
Because I realize I have been
kidding myself..
I was delusional..
The worst part isn't even that you did...
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SELF POEM
Published
12th Mar 2014 10:51pm
12th Mar 2014 10:51pm
Giving up
angel, lost and alone
closed off on her own
Fighting to be someone
She is not
A fragile soul
in a cold cold world
that they forgot
Left to her own devices
not knowing how
to survive this
Don't know what to do
She's lost and confused
So broken
She is hopeless
Almost lifeless
Only just barley alive
and no less.
The angel fights
To make herself known
But to be an original
Suppressed by people
who want her to fit into this mold
She's giving up what a sight
to behold.
closed off on her own
Fighting to be someone
She is not
A fragile soul
in a cold cold world
that they forgot
Left to her own devices
not knowing how
to survive this
Don't know what to do
She's lost and confused
So broken
She is hopeless
Almost lifeless
Only just barley alive
and no less.
The angel fights
To make herself known
But to be an original
Suppressed by people
who want her to fit into this mold
She's giving up what a sight
to behold.
927 reads
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SELF POEM
Published
11th Mar 2014 7:29pm
11th Mar 2014 7:29pm
History
Make me smile
Make me laugh
Help me forget
My tortured past
Broken hearts
Impassioned hurts
Scares caused
By hurtful words
Loves lost
Family gone
Abandoned left
to stand on my own
Not okay
But I wont let
it show
Letting myself
Die
Just slowly
No one looks
Because they dont
want to see
As I fade away
I am history
Make me laugh
Help me forget
My tortured past
Broken hearts
Impassioned hurts
Scares caused
By hurtful words
Loves lost
Family gone
Abandoned left
to stand on my own
Not okay
But I wont let
it show
Letting myself
Die
Just slowly
No one looks
Because they dont
want to see
As I fade away
I am history
766 reads
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