Submissions by Adara
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Ditched
You say you fell in love
The parts you got to see
Knowing there's so much more
The pieces have yet to fit
You chose silence
Leaving me in the dark
Left wondering what I did
Not knowing how to deal
Just disappeared
Without a word
So many thoughts
All the reasons that could be why
The lies I told myself
To ease the hurt
Bringing out my anger
Showing the world my demons
Lost in my pain
Life continues without you
Somewhere along the way
Changing into a new person
...
The parts you got to see
Knowing there's so much more
The pieces have yet to fit
You chose silence
Leaving me in the dark
Left wondering what I did
Not knowing how to deal
Just disappeared
Without a word
So many thoughts
All the reasons that could be why
The lies I told myself
To ease the hurt
Bringing out my anger
Showing the world my demons
Lost in my pain
Life continues without you
Somewhere along the way
Changing into a new person
...
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Their Choice
You asked me why
Once when you had realized
Another soul hurts more then you
To make that final choice
My only reply
That is up to them
The decision as to why
It is theirs and theirs alone
Maybe that's why
That decision they make
The one that gets to us all
Is because they made it alone
Once when you had realized
Another soul hurts more then you
To make that final choice
My only reply
That is up to them
The decision as to why
It is theirs and theirs alone
Maybe that's why
That decision they make
The one that gets to us all
Is because they made it alone
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Time
You need time to earn back his trust
In the time you take I'll find my own way
A new path in this huge world
Fighting for every step I take
Your deceit showed your true colours
You need time to earn back his trust
In the time you take he will see
How you're changing
Becoming what he wants
Squeezing into his perfect mold
You need time to earn back his trust
In the time you take I walk further away
When I realized I'd forever be waiting
Lost to who you once were
No longer welcomed
You...
In the time you take I'll find my own way
A new path in this huge world
Fighting for every step I take
Your deceit showed your true colours
You need time to earn back his trust
In the time you take he will see
How you're changing
Becoming what he wants
Squeezing into his perfect mold
You need time to earn back his trust
In the time you take I walk further away
When I realized I'd forever be waiting
Lost to who you once were
No longer welcomed
You...
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Your Fix
Just a scratch
That's all I need
My one desire
To see my pain
On your skin
Such a beautiful sight
It's my fix
Feeling that kiss
Fire trails behind
Giving you a rush
The pain will be minor
Awakening senses
Mounted with desire
It's my fix
You watch from above
Licking your lips
As you urge me on
Straddled by your legs
You hold my hand
Pushing gently
It's my fix
As I feel the cold blade
Upon warm skin
My reality sinks in
You've seen the change...
That's all I need
My one desire
To see my pain
On your skin
Such a beautiful sight
It's my fix
Feeling that kiss
Fire trails behind
Giving you a rush
The pain will be minor
Awakening senses
Mounted with desire
It's my fix
You watch from above
Licking your lips
As you urge me on
Straddled by your legs
You hold my hand
Pushing gently
It's my fix
As I feel the cold blade
Upon warm skin
My reality sinks in
You've seen the change...
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Seed Of Doubt
The seed of doubt has been planted
As you watch
Starting to wonder
Asking yourself
Did I cross that line
Thinking over my actions
My portrait morphing
A change occurring
Wondering why
Do you finally see the hunger
The need pouring from me
My soul screaming
Begging for attention
As I sit quietly
Staring at my plate
Lips pressed firmly together
You find the voice to ask
Did I cross that line
That's when I see you
The fear in your eyes
Pain marked on your soul
The seed has...
As you watch
Starting to wonder
Asking yourself
Did I cross that line
Thinking over my actions
My portrait morphing
A change occurring
Wondering why
Do you finally see the hunger
The need pouring from me
My soul screaming
Begging for attention
As I sit quietly
Staring at my plate
Lips pressed firmly together
You find the voice to ask
Did I cross that line
That's when I see you
The fear in your eyes
Pain marked on your soul
The seed has...
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My Mistake
You were supposed to protect me,
Asking me to share your world
Instead you broke me,
Making me yours
Learning my role,
Realizing the truth
Looking in your eyes,
I see what's coming
One word is all it takes,
I know what must be done
As you tear at my clothes,
Pulling me back
You know your strength,
Our struggle ensues
Your touch is cold,
Enjoying the fear you create
Asking for less,
Heightens your anger
Not satisfied until it's obvious,
I'm weeping on the floor
...
Asking me to share your world
Instead you broke me,
Making me yours
Learning my role,
Realizing the truth
Looking in your eyes,
I see what's coming
One word is all it takes,
I know what must be done
As you tear at my clothes,
Pulling me back
You know your strength,
Our struggle ensues
Your touch is cold,
Enjoying the fear you create
Asking for less,
Heightens your anger
Not satisfied until it's obvious,
I'm weeping on the floor
...
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My Design
You are not mine
I'm not yours
This is how it is
Stealing moments in time
Where it's just us
Letting the world slip away
Never showing you all of who I am
Keeping it hidden
When you come to me
My design is to make the pain worthy
Making it so I hate just a little more
Starving for anger and tears
You will feed my desire
The cost to you is extreme
For I'm going to take all you are
Leaving nothing behind
Only your outer shell
Exposing your demons
Swallowing all of your dreams
The...
I'm not yours
This is how it is
Stealing moments in time
Where it's just us
Letting the world slip away
Never showing you all of who I am
Keeping it hidden
When you come to me
My design is to make the pain worthy
Making it so I hate just a little more
Starving for anger and tears
You will feed my desire
The cost to you is extreme
For I'm going to take all you are
Leaving nothing behind
Only your outer shell
Exposing your demons
Swallowing all of your dreams
The...
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Promises
Promise you won't fall in love with me, if you do I will run
Promise me that I'm not the one, I don't belong on that pedestal
Promise me that I'm just a phase, another notch in your bedpost
Promise me that I'm going to be a distant memory, you will forget me
I promise you when I fall in love with you, I will run
I promise that your the one I will push away
I promise that your not a phase, you are my saving grace
I promise that your memory will bring me light in the dark
Promise you will walk away when we need it most
Promise me I'll be the one...
Promise me that I'm not the one, I don't belong on that pedestal
Promise me that I'm just a phase, another notch in your bedpost
Promise me that I'm going to be a distant memory, you will forget me
I promise you when I fall in love with you, I will run
I promise that your the one I will push away
I promise that your not a phase, you are my saving grace
I promise that your memory will bring me light in the dark
Promise you will walk away when we need it most
Promise me I'll be the one...
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He Said...
Wear my ring he said, I'm your true love
Take my name he said, let them know your mine
Have my child he said, time to start our family
Raise my daughter he said, she needs a loving mom
Tend my house he said, a man wants a clean home
Cook my meals he said, I work hard and deserve it
Have my child he said, I want a son
Raise my daughters he said, they need a role model
Obey my rules he said, this is how its going to be
Understand he said, for I will change you from the inside out
Have my child he said, I want a son
Raise my daughters he said, they...
Take my name he said, let them know your mine
Have my child he said, time to start our family
Raise my daughter he said, she needs a loving mom
Tend my house he said, a man wants a clean home
Cook my meals he said, I work hard and deserve it
Have my child he said, I want a son
Raise my daughters he said, they need a role model
Obey my rules he said, this is how its going to be
Understand he said, for I will change you from the inside out
Have my child he said, I want a son
Raise my daughters he said, they...
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Losing me
I have lost who I am. Who I was and who I want to be.
I no longer desire to be the perfect mom, wife, woman or human. I no longer see the reason in trying. When all this world does is knock the good down, destroying the innocent and taking away the pure.
I have made my decisions, I will lie in my bed. No one to blame but myself, I let you push the limits. I let you own me and I let you break me. I thought this would make you want to keep me.
In the end I'm left alone curled on the floor drowning in my own tears.. I have made my bed I will lie in it.
I no longer desire to be the perfect mom, wife, woman or human. I no longer see the reason in trying. When all this world does is knock the good down, destroying the innocent and taking away the pure.
I have made my decisions, I will lie in my bed. No one to blame but myself, I let you push the limits. I let you own me and I let you break me. I thought this would make you want to keep me.
In the end I'm left alone curled on the floor drowning in my own tears.. I have made my bed I will lie in it.
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Naive
I was naive to believe
That this ring was a promise
One where my heart wouldn't be broken
With so much left unspoken
I was naive to believe
The words you said
As you looked in my eyes
While wearing your disguise
I was naive to believe
Your eyes for they told me
That I'm the only one
The trophy to be won
I was naive to believe
She was just a phase
You only needed a taste
While leaving me to waste
I was naive to believe
How the light in your eyes
Wasn't turning to hate
As I realized my fate...
That this ring was a promise
One where my heart wouldn't be broken
With so much left unspoken
I was naive to believe
The words you said
As you looked in my eyes
While wearing your disguise
I was naive to believe
Your eyes for they told me
That I'm the only one
The trophy to be won
I was naive to believe
She was just a phase
You only needed a taste
While leaving me to waste
I was naive to believe
How the light in your eyes
Wasn't turning to hate
As I realized my fate...
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Left Behind
I hate you for what you have done to me
I hate you for how you have made me feel
I hate how broken you've left me
And I hate how I need you still
I can't move on
I can't forget
I can't begin to forgive
For I can't see past the pain
You made your decisions
You made us all the same
You made this world dark
Leaving you made me take the blame
You desired my tears
You desired my raw screams
You desired the blood coursing through my veins
Knowing you desired every piece of me
I hate you for how you have made me feel
I hate how broken you've left me
And I hate how I need you still
I can't move on
I can't forget
I can't begin to forgive
For I can't see past the pain
You made your decisions
You made us all the same
You made this world dark
Leaving you made me take the blame
You desired my tears
You desired my raw screams
You desired the blood coursing through my veins
Knowing you desired every piece of me
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