Submissions by 18alaine
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
survival
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Drowning in my Sorrows
As my blood drowns in alcohol tonight, I lie in my bed ready to die.
Bloody tears flow from my eyes, I've got this gun to my head.
I've also got a knife in my left hand.
I've been closed off from love for way too long.
I throw them both and grab my booze.
I've drank so much because of him I drown my bold in alcohol.
As I lie back down I fall asleep.
I never wake again.
That night I drown in my own sorrows..
Bloody tears flow from my eyes, I've got this gun to my head.
I've also got a knife in my left hand.
I've been closed off from love for way too long.
I throw them both and grab my booze.
I've drank so much because of him I drown my bold in alcohol.
As I lie back down I fall asleep.
I never wake again.
That night I drown in my own sorrows..
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The Last Day
I knew it was the end.
She was going to leave me.
Abandon me in this lifeless world.
We had gotten into a fight the night before.
It wasn't even important now that I think about it.
She fell asleep in the hospital bed that was in the living room.
I was awake thinking about what I had said.
I started to cry.
I went to her bed and laid next to her holding her.
I finally fell asleep after I told her I was sorry and I loved her.
The next morning at 10:15am I woke to my father saying her name over and over.
Telling her to wake up. I looked up...
She was going to leave me.
Abandon me in this lifeless world.
We had gotten into a fight the night before.
It wasn't even important now that I think about it.
She fell asleep in the hospital bed that was in the living room.
I was awake thinking about what I had said.
I started to cry.
I went to her bed and laid next to her holding her.
I finally fell asleep after I told her I was sorry and I loved her.
The next morning at 10:15am I woke to my father saying her name over and over.
Telling her to wake up. I looked up...
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Feel Good
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him(:
just because i am unwilling sometimes does not mean i want to give up.
i am unwilling because i have been hurt time and time again.
all i want is my simple fairy tale ending.
i am willing to try time and time again, but sometimes honestly i do want to give it all up.
this time though with him it's different, he treats me like i want and need to be.
his kisses are so passionate and when we make love its not just for the pleasure, its for the fact that he loves me.
he doesn't want to see me in pain. he wants to see me succeed and he wants to see me do that with him by my...
i am unwilling because i have been hurt time and time again.
all i want is my simple fairy tale ending.
i am willing to try time and time again, but sometimes honestly i do want to give it all up.
this time though with him it's different, he treats me like i want and need to be.
his kisses are so passionate and when we make love its not just for the pleasure, its for the fact that he loves me.
he doesn't want to see me in pain. he wants to see me succeed and he wants to see me do that with him by my...
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Trying to Not
I'm trying not to love you.
I'm trying not to cave.
I'm trying not to live my life wishing you were there.
I'm trying not to wonder where you are or what you do.
I'm sorry i can't help myself, but i fell in love with you.
I'm trying not to cave.
I'm trying not to live my life wishing you were there.
I'm trying not to wonder where you are or what you do.
I'm sorry i can't help myself, but i fell in love with you.
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forgive
I don't forgive because I'm weak
I forgive because I'm strong enough to know
people do make mistakes.
I forgive because I'm strong enough to know
people do make mistakes.
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The Monster
I see her.
Just standing there.
I believe I know her.
As I crash, from the monster,
she starts to fade away.
I scream out for her.
She looks away, and fades
it's only good-bye until...
the monster gets a hold of me again.
Just standing there.
I believe I know her.
As I crash, from the monster,
she starts to fade away.
I scream out for her.
She looks away, and fades
it's only good-bye until...
the monster gets a hold of me again.
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never be wasted
love is a gift that should never be wasted
especially to be appreciated is the romantic love two persons share
being in love is a completely unique feeling
it can only be understood through experience.
it is inspiring and sweet.
it springs from the deepest part of one's being
love is a powerful force that cannot be dissuaded.
love gives us the strength we need to carry on despite
the direst of circumstances or the most difficult of problems.
love can even give someone the will to continue living.
That is why we should take care to guard the love we have...
especially to be appreciated is the romantic love two persons share
being in love is a completely unique feeling
it can only be understood through experience.
it is inspiring and sweet.
it springs from the deepest part of one's being
love is a powerful force that cannot be dissuaded.
love gives us the strength we need to carry on despite
the direst of circumstances or the most difficult of problems.
love can even give someone the will to continue living.
That is why we should take care to guard the love we have...
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Never mine
my heart was never mine to give
it was yours from the start, but
now that you are gone my world is
falling apart, and I feel like
it is my turn to leave, time to depart, time to say good-bye,
but I just can't say it because..... I love you.
it was yours from the start, but
now that you are gone my world is
falling apart, and I feel like
it is my turn to leave, time to depart, time to say good-bye,
but I just can't say it because..... I love you.
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