A Poem That Heal your wounds

RSena said:THANKS FishCake, FOR THE BEEING THE FIRST.
GOOD.

no problem! i felt kinda sorry for you
but now you gotso many
i dont think ill winwith this many good ones
T^T T^T

nice

You were always so quiet.

That's why I
never really
shouted at you much-
I think it must be?
I only ever got annoyed
and such
when you were happy
as you seemed happier
with her more.
Oh please don't take this wrong
I still need you
the same
as before.
That cemented drive outside our flat,
wasn't paved over simply-
not like that.
I can't be you although that'd be nice
face of lust and fist of ice
eyes of periwinkle bloodied blue
lips of man I never knew.

pretty_normal said:You were always so quiet.

That's why I
never really
shouted at you much-
I think it must be?
I only ever got annoyed
and such
when you were happy
as you seemed happier
with her more.
Oh please don't take this wrong
I still need you
the same
as before.
That cemented drive outside our flat,
wasn't paved over simply-
not like that.
I can't be you although that'd be nice
face of lust and fist of ice
eyes of periwinkle bloodied blue
lips of man I never knew.

good

FishCake said:[quote-90914-RSena]THANKS FishCake, FOR THE BEEING THE FIRST.
GOOD.

no problem! i felt kinda sorry for you
but now you gotso many
i dont think ill winwith this many good ones
T^T T^T[/quote]

thanks, but please dont feel sorry for me,you see people normaly dont like this type of competition, when i think this the way competitions out to be, no depending on the person who runs the competition, because it could just be fix, i dont like that. because i have so many friends here, that i wish i could give them a trophy. yuou know what i mean

RSena said:[quote-91292-FishCake][quote-90914-RSena]THANKS FishCake, FOR THE BEEING THE FIRST.
GOOD.

no problem! i felt kinda sorry for you
but now you gotso many
i dont think ill win with this many good ones
T^T T^T[/quote]

thanks, but please dont feel sorry for me,you see people normaly dont like this type of competition, when i think this the way competitions out to be, no depending on the person who runs the competition, because it could just be fix, i dont like that. because i have so many friends here, that i wish i could give them a trophy. yuou know what i mean[/quote]

yeah, a fixed competition is no fun

You walked away..

I was hurt the day I saw you walk away
I was in pain, I was tormenting
Until now I am shut, I am slur..
You created this fear inside
You promised an eternal life
FOREVER, you said it was meant for us,
But what happened to the happy memories
what happened to those caring arms?
what happened to your sweet facade?
what happened to your promises?
what happened to you my baby?


I gave you everything,
luxuries, love and everything you needed
I tried to be the perfect girl for you
I showed you how much I really love you..


You broke me and left me alone
You walked away not minding the glum on my face
You walked away with someone I didn't know
You walked away and left me in tears... You walked away....


Even if you choose to walk away
I chased you like I'm running out of life
The day you spoke and went away
I waited but in few days I saw you with someone else
You asked me to stay,
You asked me to not let you go and I did..
Still I waited, I month, 2 months passed
I keep waiting even if I became the mistress
You keep me waiting baby.. How long will I wait?


I was longing for the words you used to say
Memories you shattered like grains
How can I pick up myself now that you are gone?
You left me hanging in a dead people's town..


You never cared about the way I feel
You never cared about everything I did
You never cared about the things we shared
You never cared about the promises you feed.
Now tell me should I care if you come back?
Should I care even if I still love you like hell?
Should I still wait even if you cannot let go of the other one
while asking me and telling me you still love me?


I want to move on and find a better life
I want to chase happiness you forbid
I want to be happy with someone else
But baby please if you cannot stay,
Baby please, just let me walk away...

Can We Please Get Back Together?

Only if you knew how miserable I've been
You made it so hard for me to ever love again
Crying in the dark I'm so lost within
Your spirit haunts me I feel chills on my skin
Covered in goosebumps my heart has grown cold
This pain I'm feeling it never gets old
Damn it still hurts as bad as the first time
You told me it was over it just blew my mind
I've tried to move on and pretend I'm fine
But it's written on my face I'm a walking sign
Of bitterness, loneliness, emptiness, unhappiness
I've given you my all nothing more nothing less
That's all I could do I've really tried my best
I guess you didn't see it that way so you left
I could've died watching you walk out that door
Almost made me not want to walk this earth anymore
My soul became weak I fell to the floor
It struck a chord I never felt this way before
Can't you tell? I'm under your spell
You put a hex on me now I'm going through hell
I'm left to pick up the pieces of my heart when it fell
You broke me down to nothing I'm just a empty shell
Left to dwell and wonder where we went wrong
I was so convinced the love we shared was strong
But I guess not and you made that very clear
After all these years you decide to disappear
And leave me in tears with unanswered questions
I've even considered trying therapy sessions
What I got to lose? I've already lost you
Along with my mind I'm tired of feeling blue
I'm honestly afraid that I'll die alone
Waiting for you to come back home
To me in my arms in my bed where you belong
I'm keeping hope alive I'm still holding on
To the belief that we're going to witness forever
I know we can do it if we get back together

RSena said:[left]
Bury him/her/them

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.:Maggie Kat:.

incestuous…now where do we begin
Me, you and Dear Old Dad and y’all all-2-perfect sin
You and him with your lust built upon temptation
So eager to win with your hyped motivation
Bad timing; clearly out of sync
Now tell me; what did y’all really think
You & dear old dad with his nod and your wink
Wrath needs to be felt and this whole boat needs to sink

Gone overboard, two too many playing submarine
Playing it to the extreme while playing it without a lifeboat
No oars but plenty of stroke
Just lookie here what my wife done wrote
She saying "Sorry folk" Now how could y’all think that I’d be the goat
Viewing from the pinnacle of our colorful beginning
Weren't me who was wildin out and doin that sinning
All while giving me a loss with too vile a meaning
How could y’all go through with all of y'all scheming
Crazy adventure of some mad double teaming
Raunchy nightmares ain't the same as blissful dreaming
Doubling down on all of your reaming.

Christ Maggie!!! that was my Daddy’s semen!!

Now got me thinking?
Which one y’all was the first with the screaming
Perhaps You bitch; see you’re just that disdainful…
But Maggie dear never really cared about pain FULL
You with that contemptuous bite
I'm picturing it at night
Your apple bottom, him on top without an inkling of Light
Your visits, you snuck over just right
I’m sure you must’ve held motivation
While the sin of this corpse held no hesitation

Blood; so red; funny how it makes minds so clear
Of course it’s preceded by what happened around here
Daddy could be a goof yet he’d make me smile
And, I suppose even Maggie Kat would fit his style
Daughter in-law; showing him what governs “one”
What mandates your loyalty to a father’s only son?
Or was this "on paper marriage" just something for fun?
For the father; not the husband an incestuous run
See what you were given it's what we begun
But we know you had “two”  …so now
you’re all done.
                 

...                                    




photo: rachel warren

Cat and Mouse:

Two years.
Two years of this cat and mouse game
I run, you chase, I’m caught, you leave
Each time you’ll say it’s different
And I’ll say I know that it’s not
But then you just try so damn hard
That I can’t help but to give in
And so I let myself love you
Only to watch you grow tired
Tired of me, tired of us
Soon I’m looking at a stranger
Who’s destined to re-break my heart
Who’s at fault? Certainly not you
I could blame you for the first time
But, well, the rest are all on me
Making excuses for you
Pardoning all that you do wrong
Because you grew up abused
As if it’s my JOB to love you
You keep taking, I keep giving
But you never give, I never take
Now I’m a deflated balloon
Whose helium has been sucked out
While you run around high off it
Knowing that you can refill me
At any time just to breathe it in
When did I become a ‘less than’?
Unworthy of being happy
Simply here to love, not be loved
No this isn’t right, can’t be me
You convinced me I’m nothing
But I’ll show you that you’re wrong…

Two years.
Too long for this cat and mouse game
I’ll run, you’ll chase, but you can’t catch me

kriticool said:[quote-90786-RSena][left]
Bury him/her/them

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.:Maggie Kat:.

incestuous…now where do we begin
Me, you and Dear Old Dad and y’all all-2-perfect sin
You and him with your lust built upon temptation
So eager to win with your hyped motivation
Bad timing; clearly out of sync
Now tell me; what did y’all really think
You & dear old dad with his nod and your wink
Wrath needs to be felt and this whole boat needs to sink

Gone overboard, two too many playing submarine
Playing it to the extreme while playing it without a lifeboat
No oars but plenty of stroke
Just lookie here what my wife done wrote
She saying "Sorry folk" Now how could y’all think that I’d be the goat
Viewing from the pinnacle of our colorful beginning
Weren't me who was wildin out and doin that sinning
All while giving me a loss with too vile a meaning
How could y’all go through with all of y'all scheming
Crazy adventure of some mad double teaming
Raunchy nightmares ain't the same as blissful dreaming
Doubling down on all of your reaming.

Christ Maggie!!! that was my Daddy’s semen!!

Now got me thinking?
Which one y’all was the first with the screaming
Perhaps You bitch; see you’re just that disdainful…
But Maggie dear never really cared about pain FULL
You with that contemptuous bite
I'm picturing it at night
Your apple bottom, him on top without an inkling of Light
Your visits, you snuck over just right
I’m sure you must’ve held motivation
While the sin of this corpse held no hesitation

Blood; so red; funny how it makes minds so clear
Of course it’s preceded by what happened around here
Daddy could be a goof yet he’d make me smile
And, I suppose even Maggie Kat would fit his style
Daughter in-law; showing him what governs “one”
What mandates your loyalty to a father’s only son?
Or was this "on paper marriage" just something for fun?
For the father; not the husband an incestuous run
See what you were given it's what we begun
But we know you had “two”  …so now
you’re all done.
                 

...                                    




photo: rachel warren
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I go wow.

Summer and Winter
And a fiery soul was once we had,
A love casted upon the glowing rad...
Even those souls from other seas they can devour,
Beyond shadows of doubt, it’s endless, it’s forever…
 
Kisses that cries for your name;
Soft murmurs it ignites the flame...
A desire of longing and a promise of eternity,
Shattered in grains and kept with serenity.
 
And then came winter, it was a deep winter night,
Hence blood filmed her eyes but love at sight…
Chilled with fears it pours a little at a time,
She is dying, frozen with blood all twined...
 
And then came summer, it was a flaming summer night,
Snow flakes and tears melted, nothing was left but delights…
Wintry eyes that burst into flame,
Dagger of warmth breathes life into the frigid trail…

He leaves my heart in pieces every time I see him... and it’s fine
I sweep it up and together, another bottle of red wine... and it’s fine.
Swimming through my veins. Lives inside me numbing pain.
Shackled with these chains, he embraces me as my blood drains.
I only want him! Even this way! Beats anyone, anywhere else, any day.
Just kiss me then dismiss me... and it’s fine
Just touch me, take too much from me... and it’s fine.
Yes it hurts, but only right after.
Then once more, when it has been too long again
Since last time I heard your laughter.
I am a slave so you’d think I’d crave freedom...
Been free long enough! Take my hands! I don’t need em.
If I can’t touch you, then mine won’t touch at all... and it’s fine.
Long as I see you once again each time my friend... then it’s fine.

Thank's and Peace Rsena-cool competition

Symbolism by Mikimoondancer



A last chance flower
for my only true love
A reflective invitation
Now gathers and turns to dust
Petals fall to sand
Time gathers thorns
then lands
Turn away
Just close your eyes
Sandbars hide
No last demand

It's pulled away
forget me not
Symbolic dreams
as petals fall

No roots on stems
Only gardens hide
In a vase of death
they melt in light