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Another Lesson Learned
Letting down my walls
Felt like freedom
I allowed love
To hit me
Like a ton of bricks
I fell fast and hard
My happiness
Haphazardly bursting
At the seams
Every day
A new beginning
A breath of fresh air
A chance
To experience
The joy I never knew
You were
The first person
I let in
I over shared everything
I couldn’t keep
Myself in check
I didn’t require
Reciprocation
I did however
Expect understanding
It was foolish
And
My fatal flaw
What I thought
Was freedom
Was just a facade
A temporary distraction
That allowed you
To misinterpret
It’s not your fault
Since you
I’ve learned
Expecting understanding
Keeps me locked
In a cage
True freedom
Is not having
To prove myself
I’m back to being a fortress
I’ll take that any day
Over a cage
I won’t
Make the same
Mistake again
Trust me
I’m not for everyone
Maybe
Not anyone
Besides
Who needs
Love anyway?
I’ve never been good at it
I’d rather take
My chances
At Russian Roulette
The odds of survival
Are much better
Felt like freedom
I allowed love
To hit me
Like a ton of bricks
I fell fast and hard
My happiness
Haphazardly bursting
At the seams
Every day
A new beginning
A breath of fresh air
A chance
To experience
The joy I never knew
You were
The first person
I let in
I over shared everything
I couldn’t keep
Myself in check
I didn’t require
Reciprocation
I did however
Expect understanding
It was foolish
And
My fatal flaw
What I thought
Was freedom
Was just a facade
A temporary distraction
That allowed you
To misinterpret
It’s not your fault
Since you
I’ve learned
Expecting understanding
Keeps me locked
In a cage
True freedom
Is not having
To prove myself
I’m back to being a fortress
I’ll take that any day
Over a cage
I won’t
Make the same
Mistake again
Trust me
I’m not for everyone
Maybe
Not anyone
Besides
Who needs
Love anyway?
I’ve never been good at it
I’d rather take
My chances
At Russian Roulette
The odds of survival
Are much better
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