Non-Fiction Prose
POEMS AND SHORT STORIES
Non-poetic writing including diary extracts, journal entries, letters, essays and art
Gossipers
Hi.
Now I hear you are obsessed with my sexuality since it was made public I am not exactly interested in ladies bits.
So..
How can I put my sexuality civilly..
Ok..
I am not interested.
(Disclaimer.. Unless you are 6’2, my age, male, built like a power house, have a serious amount of survival and mountain experience.. And a truck load of courage, composure in the face of adversity, integrity and humor).
That’s about it..
I have, and always have, had a pre occupation for physical demanding...
Now I hear you are obsessed with my sexuality since it was made public I am not exactly interested in ladies bits.
So..
How can I put my sexuality civilly..
Ok..
I am not interested.
(Disclaimer.. Unless you are 6’2, my age, male, built like a power house, have a serious amount of survival and mountain experience.. And a truck load of courage, composure in the face of adversity, integrity and humor).
That’s about it..
I have, and always have, had a pre occupation for physical demanding...
#dating
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I rode in a fast car
There's nothing like the feeling of being so close to breaking the law, you can taste it.
...
At a birthday party, I recently met up with some mates of my childhood friend, and two of them like to customize their own cars.
Both vehicles were decked out in sterling silver coats, slick spoilers, fresh LED linings, foreign license plates, and manual transmissions. I couldn't help but think that they really looked more like Hot Wheels toys than any of the other cars I've driven prior.
Just before we we left the party in the evening, one of...
...
At a birthday party, I recently met up with some mates of my childhood friend, and two of them like to customize their own cars.
Both vehicles were decked out in sterling silver coats, slick spoilers, fresh LED linings, foreign license plates, and manual transmissions. I couldn't help but think that they really looked more like Hot Wheels toys than any of the other cars I've driven prior.
Just before we we left the party in the evening, one of...
#rebirth
#cars
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I AM YOURS
I am…..
Searching, wandering, listening, trying hard to find my way…As I follow the path before me, I pause, unsure and dreamlike I ramble onward…..The path before me emerges from the shadows as I drift on, the light calling to me, the sound of the future teasing my ears as I go.
You guide me…..
Your voice low and tempting….You beckon me, taunting my ears with the things you know my heart wishes to hear most…a smile on my lips and in my heart as I wander with You along the shady path, following you, my eyes alive with the passion kindled deep inside of...
Searching, wandering, listening, trying hard to find my way…As I follow the path before me, I pause, unsure and dreamlike I ramble onward…..The path before me emerges from the shadows as I drift on, the light calling to me, the sound of the future teasing my ears as I go.
You guide me…..
Your voice low and tempting….You beckon me, taunting my ears with the things you know my heart wishes to hear most…a smile on my lips and in my heart as I wander with You along the shady path, following you, my eyes alive with the passion kindled deep inside of...
#love
#admiration
#emotions
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Items for sale in an old apartment
from personal notes, 2018]
Love seat couch $20 very good condition,
Single couch free a bit saggy,
Metal (black) bed frame and mattress - single bed $60 very good condition,
TV Cabinet (suitable for upto 40 inch TV) $15 very good condition,
Folding Dining table suitable for 4 with two chairs $20 very good condition,
Electronic drip coffee maker $20 very good condition,
Two box fans $20 very good condition,
Bedroom four drawer shelf free good condition,
Microwave oven free good...
Love seat couch $20 very good condition,
Single couch free a bit saggy,
Metal (black) bed frame and mattress - single bed $60 very good condition,
TV Cabinet (suitable for upto 40 inch TV) $15 very good condition,
Folding Dining table suitable for 4 with two chairs $20 very good condition,
Electronic drip coffee maker $20 very good condition,
Two box fans $20 very good condition,
Bedroom four drawer shelf free good condition,
Microwave oven free good...
#LifeAsAWriter
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The extra
At any social gathering, I'm usually just there for 3 sole purposes:
1) To eat food
2) As social support
3) As seat filler
I'll usually sit where people won't be forced to talk to me, ask you questions about what's up with you, cheer you up when you need it, and create a space for you to vent it all out.
A long time ago, I've decided to make it my job to just be that polite stranger that you have met at a party, had a fond chat with, and will probably never see again. Because, that's what I want to be.
...
1) To eat food
2) As social support
3) As seat filler
I'll usually sit where people won't be forced to talk to me, ask you questions about what's up with you, cheer you up when you need it, and create a space for you to vent it all out.
A long time ago, I've decided to make it my job to just be that polite stranger that you have met at a party, had a fond chat with, and will probably never see again. Because, that's what I want to be.
...
#identity
#confessional
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God's gift
If you ever lived your life
And you felt something
Missing
That's gods gift
Your the one thing I need
To sleep, if I can't touch you
The I'm not one with
God's gift
I remember always seeing you
In my life and I never taught
That you would be my
God's gift
How could God gift me you and
Not warn me that you will be my biggest
Addiction, my pain, pain killer, my evermost kitchen taster
My wife
My lover
My friend
My God's gift.
And you felt something
Missing
That's gods gift
Your the one thing I need
To sleep, if I can't touch you
The I'm not one with
God's gift
I remember always seeing you
In my life and I never taught
That you would be my
God's gift
How could God gift me you and
Not warn me that you will be my biggest
Addiction, my pain, pain killer, my evermost kitchen taster
My wife
My lover
My friend
My God's gift.
#love
#wife
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Diary entry - Our souls will bear the scars.
September 9, 2023
I’ve learned that we are hopelessly psychosomatic. When something happens to the body, it affects the mind, or soul some might say. I suppose we can thank creation, evolution, God, or all the above.
Sex is the human hunger to know and be known by another human. Taken by itself, the satisfaction of this human hunger is beautiful and natural, but I know now that much more happens within.
The knowing goes deeper than even the loveliest edges of our physical selves. Sex that is honest and draws two humans closer brings health to their psyches....
I’ve learned that we are hopelessly psychosomatic. When something happens to the body, it affects the mind, or soul some might say. I suppose we can thank creation, evolution, God, or all the above.
Sex is the human hunger to know and be known by another human. Taken by itself, the satisfaction of this human hunger is beautiful and natural, but I know now that much more happens within.
The knowing goes deeper than even the loveliest edges of our physical selves. Sex that is honest and draws two humans closer brings health to their psyches....
#sex
#betrayal
#MentalHealth
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Letter To Myself
Dear Fortunate Soul,
I won't say I hope you're well
You simply aren't
But that's alright
For now because
The feeling won't last
(It never does for long)
Just continue as you have
Enjoying those precious
Albeit short moments
Of treasured silence
Filled with peacefulness
At the start of each day
Relishing in the good breakfast
Better yet, the wonderful cups
Of coffee you love
Knowing quite well
This too will pass
Signed,
Your loving self!
I won't say I hope you're well
You simply aren't
But that's alright
For now because
The feeling won't last
(It never does for long)
Just continue as you have
Enjoying those precious
Albeit short moments
Of treasured silence
Filled with peacefulness
At the start of each day
Relishing in the good breakfast
Better yet, the wonderful cups
Of coffee you love
Knowing quite well
This too will pass
Signed,
Your loving self!
#courage
#TimeHeals
#emotions
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Chaos
My life went backwords
Filling voids not really there
The falls ran backwords
Emptying my soul too scared
To admit the truth
I am still a ghost in life
Fighting for love
That never was by my side
Lost my immediate family
I grieve to this day
I am devastated fully
My sanity fell by the way
Suicide blinded me again
So young, so innocent
Could I have saved her
The guilt never relents
Every day I am hit
I struggle to hold on
I have no excuses
Only my present to go on
If you can hear me ...
Filling voids not really there
The falls ran backwords
Emptying my soul too scared
To admit the truth
I am still a ghost in life
Fighting for love
That never was by my side
Lost my immediate family
I grieve to this day
I am devastated fully
My sanity fell by the way
Suicide blinded me again
So young, so innocent
Could I have saved her
The guilt never relents
Every day I am hit
I struggle to hold on
I have no excuses
Only my present to go on
If you can hear me ...
#grief
#confusion
#despair
#disappointment
#emptiness
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How?
How do you recover from losing all of your family? Gone to Heaven. Only you now? One after the other. Too close to comprehend. Orphaned...parents gone... No siblings now...you have family, but no one to remember those early years that only they know. Your 1st Christmas? Your 4th Christmas? Your birthdays when you were 3, 4, 5 ,6? Those early vacations only your parents and siblings remember. Now they are all gone. How do you recover from losing a young one to suicide? One you tried to help? God forbid because they were the 2nd young one you lost to the noose? Christ almighty please help. How...
#hope
#confusion
#despair
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I Never Learn

#heartbroken
#TruthOfLife
#honesty
#manipulation
#deception
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Fast forward
When were you going to tell me that you finally found someone?
Who is it? What's their name? How did you both meet?
I want to know all of the details, give me every single detail.
Quite exciting, isn't it? It always is at first.
How did you get to the point where you could be comfortable in your own skin, and not be a total prick at the same time? (At least not enough to be in a relationship, I personally find it really hard not to be a prick in a relationship).
Blisters and whatnot aside, I wish to see you again so that you can tell me...
Who is it? What's their name? How did you both meet?
I want to know all of the details, give me every single detail.
Quite exciting, isn't it? It always is at first.
How did you get to the point where you could be comfortable in your own skin, and not be a total prick at the same time? (At least not enough to be in a relationship, I personally find it really hard not to be a prick in a relationship).
Blisters and whatnot aside, I wish to see you again so that you can tell me...
#meditation
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