I promised I wouldnít leave you But after all the shit youíve put me through I donít know what I should do I could stay with you Try to save you Like I always do Or I could leave you Try to work through My PTSD caused by you No matter which I choose Iíll spend my days worrying about you Spend my nights dreaming of you Spend the rest of my life caught between Being grateful that I knew you And wishing I had never met you
I donít know if I should stay You say you want me to Yet you push me away You say you donít want to hurt me Yet you fuck me up You say that you love me Yet your actions donít show it Maybe I should just walk away
you'll sit in silence, fighting the void that's consuming the inside of your chest. you'll see their soft faces, in glimmers, and remember every single time you let them down. every time you were petty, every time you chose pride instead of love. you'll wake to tunes that pierce your heart, tunes that make it real again.
and if you're lucky you'll only live this in your head and you'll turn to them and kiss their cheek and sleep in love.
Itís been so long since our brief eternity passed from wonderland. A growing age away I find myself asking if it were merely a dream sat paling in a wishful mind. A fond fairytale where - (for a short while at least) - I could be the one you needed.
But as I look upon you now, surrounded by rightful grandeur, so happy and hopeful without my clouds dulling your shine. To see you climbing high amidst a warm evening sky without my burden weighing you down, I realise that our ending was always going to be your great beginning...
I canít I canít I canít No matter what I do I canít I canít I canít I know Iím gonna lose I canít I canít I canít Iíll never see it through I canít I canít I canít I canít
Iím giving what I got But I know it ainít enough Iím reaching for the top But the game has called my bluff You can witness as I drop And land with thuds in clouds of dust I thought that love was what this was Yeah you guessed it, it was lust
Put my heart aside and let desire lead the drive My destination is a life that I...