Long Poems About Obsession
#obsession
Silent - A Secret Revealed
Two Years Ago, Lucy
The coast was busy, the tide out. She sat on a bench further down, away from the locals, and waited for him.
They'd talked yesterday afternoon, although she'd been wary of him at first. It had happened just after Arthur had discovered her and Gavin at the House. She'd waited for Arthur by the bungalow and Arthur had dropped her off in town in the car, maintaining still that the boy Pete Whittaker wasn't Dad's son but Terence's. On the way back to the Bed and Breakfast, she'd passed Jace on the street and he'd stopped her to talk about Monday...
The coast was busy, the tide out. She sat on a bench further down, away from the locals, and waited for him.
They'd talked yesterday afternoon, although she'd been wary of him at first. It had happened just after Arthur had discovered her and Gavin at the House. She'd waited for Arthur by the bungalow and Arthur had dropped her off in town in the car, maintaining still that the boy Pete Whittaker wasn't Dad's son but Terence's. On the way back to the Bed and Breakfast, she'd passed Jace on the street and he'd stopped her to talk about Monday...
#mystery
#obsession
#risk
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Silent - A Stern Warning
Two Years Ago, Gavin
I woke up on the floor again, momentarily confused. Yawning, Philippa headed to the showers. She returned, and I went for a shower next. Later, we walked down to the breakfast cafeteria, conscious of the icy silence that fell the moment we entered the room. Dawn left as soon as she could without drawing attention to herself, and one of the other pianists followed and caught up with her, throwing me a filthy look at the door.
Another girl had taken Lucy's place behind the hatch. Blonde. Similar to Lucy but different. Philippa and I grabbed...
I woke up on the floor again, momentarily confused. Yawning, Philippa headed to the showers. She returned, and I went for a shower next. Later, we walked down to the breakfast cafeteria, conscious of the icy silence that fell the moment we entered the room. Dawn left as soon as she could without drawing attention to herself, and one of the other pianists followed and caught up with her, throwing me a filthy look at the door.
Another girl had taken Lucy's place behind the hatch. Blonde. Similar to Lucy but different. Philippa and I grabbed...
#relationships
#mystery
#obsession #risk
#obsession #risk
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Silent - Danger
The Present, Lucy
The walls are caving in, the darkness suffocating her, thick smog, like the smoke from the fire. Her parents' killer is close by, tormenting her with mind games, pretending to be the father of her half-brother Pete Whittaker, Katie's son.
I'm never going to get out of here.
In the corridor, footsteps sound again. She waits, no longer afraid of the Angel of Mercy. She must fool him. She must pretend she's prepared to do what he says, and then hurt him when he relaxes. Or she must feign illness and injure him that way. Two years ago, she...
The walls are caving in, the darkness suffocating her, thick smog, like the smoke from the fire. Her parents' killer is close by, tormenting her with mind games, pretending to be the father of her half-brother Pete Whittaker, Katie's son.
I'm never going to get out of here.
In the corridor, footsteps sound again. She waits, no longer afraid of the Angel of Mercy. She must fool him. She must pretend she's prepared to do what he says, and then hurt him when he relaxes. Or she must feign illness and injure him that way. Two years ago, she...
#memories
#mystery
#obsession #risk
#obsession #risk
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The Heart I Can’t Let Go
I know when I am in my head
Stare blankly at the wall
I look but do not focus
Don’t see anything at all
My mind it drifts farther away
And so I let it go
I wonder where it takes me to
A place that I well know
I feel it coming on this time
Although there is no why
Emotions that I’m so scared of
My thoughts and hopes to die
It’s like a runaway train
And I feel I’ve lost control
There’s nothing of my life left now
I’m thrown into this soul
For a moment I forget them all
My husband and the...
Stare blankly at the wall
I look but do not focus
Don’t see anything at all
My mind it drifts farther away
And so I let it go
I wonder where it takes me to
A place that I well know
I feel it coming on this time
Although there is no why
Emotions that I’m so scared of
My thoughts and hopes to die
It’s like a runaway train
And I feel I’ve lost control
There’s nothing of my life left now
I’m thrown into this soul
For a moment I forget them all
My husband and the...
#depression
#relationships
#MentalHealth
#gratitude
#obsession
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SPRUNG {You've Caught Feelings For Me...}
#obsession
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Vessyl's Slave Creed
It accepts God as its savior. It won't deny Him of His role as its ultimate authority.
It will communicate effectively with complete honesty and integrity its needs, desires, fears and
experiences.
It realizes that failing to do so will not only prevent its God and it from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to further delay of the dynamic as well as physical and emotional harm therefore interfering with service and worship to God.
It will not hide what its mind and body is feeling.
It will not unrealistically expect for its God to
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It will communicate effectively with complete honesty and integrity its needs, desires, fears and
experiences.
It realizes that failing to do so will not only prevent its God and it from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to further delay of the dynamic as well as physical and emotional harm therefore interfering with service and worship to God.
It will not hide what its mind and body is feeling.
It will not unrealistically expect for its God to
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#love
#BDSM
#spiritual
#sacrifice
#obsession
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Silenced by Fear
How many of you have seen the 1984 television movie "The Burning Bed" starring Farrah Fawcett? Fawcett plays an abused, battered wife that's repeatedly beaten by her husband. She tries to seek help but nobody has taken the initiative to assist. One night after she is raped by her husband, she sets the bed on fire while he was asleep.
A similar fate has happened to a neighbor of mine that lived diagonally from me. She was maybe 35-40 years old. The few times I've seen her from the distance I can tell she was fairly thin, average female height, with long curly black hair....
A similar fate has happened to a neighbor of mine that lived diagonally from me. She was maybe 35-40 years old. The few times I've seen her from the distance I can tell she was fairly thin, average female height, with long curly black hair....
#jealousy
#motivational
#emptiness
#obsession
#fear
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One Last Sin
The light in the closet
Begins blinking and dims
I don’t own a Bible
But I know that I’ve sinned
I do it so much
All the lies that I tell
I’m breaking inside
In this body I sell
The money’s on the counter
And my heart is on the floor
How did I let myself get here?
His secret dirty whore
He pays me more than others
So much so, now it’s just him
He pays me to be his now
Only his and so we sin
I grew up in a household
With Jesus in every room
My parents think the things I do ...
Begins blinking and dims
I don’t own a Bible
But I know that I’ve sinned
I do it so much
All the lies that I tell
I’m breaking inside
In this body I sell
The money’s on the counter
And my heart is on the floor
How did I let myself get here?
His secret dirty whore
He pays me more than others
So much so, now it’s just him
He pays me to be his now
Only his and so we sin
I grew up in a household
With Jesus in every room
My parents think the things I do ...
#relationships
#FallingInLove
#ForbiddenLove
#crush
#obsession
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Silent, Return To The House (1)
Two Years Ago, Lucy
They asked the cab driver to drop them off at the entrance to the private driveway. She hadn't told Gavin everything. She couldn't bring herself to mention her half-brother Pete, her visits to Katie Whittaker or Veronica's phone call to Steve concerning yesterday afternoon at the bungalow.
'So what have you got in mind?' Gavin asked her on the walk down the drive.
'If I can get into the reception without Veronica spotting me, I hope to break into the main computer system and email the files to my address. Then I can read them later.' ...
They asked the cab driver to drop them off at the entrance to the private driveway. She hadn't told Gavin everything. She couldn't bring herself to mention her half-brother Pete, her visits to Katie Whittaker or Veronica's phone call to Steve concerning yesterday afternoon at the bungalow.
'So what have you got in mind?' Gavin asked her on the walk down the drive.
'If I can get into the reception without Veronica spotting me, I hope to break into the main computer system and email the files to my address. Then I can read them later.' ...
#mystery
#obsession
#risk
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Silent, A Unexpected Encounter
Two Years Ago, Gavin
I went on stage next.
'Let's start again,' Agnes said, a minute or two into the Chopin Scherzo. 'Your mind's on something else today' – yeah, like Philippa – 'wake up, please, and play the piece as it's meant to be played. You'll be performing this before an audience on Friday lunchtime, so I would like to hear a performance now.'
***
Everyone planned to head into town for lunch. After my session with Agnes Harlesden, I decided to slip away and get a taxi back to the House.
I started towards the taxi rank on the main...
I went on stage next.
'Let's start again,' Agnes said, a minute or two into the Chopin Scherzo. 'Your mind's on something else today' – yeah, like Philippa – 'wake up, please, and play the piece as it's meant to be played. You'll be performing this before an audience on Friday lunchtime, so I would like to hear a performance now.'
***
Everyone planned to head into town for lunch. After my session with Agnes Harlesden, I decided to slip away and get a taxi back to the House.
I started towards the taxi rank on the main...
#relationships
#mystery
#obsession #risk
#obsession #risk
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Silent, The Beethoven Sonata
Two Years Ago, Gavin
I hadn't been back to the Grand Theatre since Sunday, two days ago, and didn't know what to expect. In the auditorium, I scanned the seats for signs of Philippa. She hadn't arrived.
I sat in between a couple of students I hadn't spoken to yet and averted my eyes when I passed Dawn. The auditorium seemed pretty empty today, unlike on Sunday morning when Philippa had got angry in class. I felt uncomfortable, knowing that Agnes Harlesden and my former Russian Coach in London were friends and had probably discussed me at length.
Paul was on stage,...
I hadn't been back to the Grand Theatre since Sunday, two days ago, and didn't know what to expect. In the auditorium, I scanned the seats for signs of Philippa. She hadn't arrived.
I sat in between a couple of students I hadn't spoken to yet and averted my eyes when I passed Dawn. The auditorium seemed pretty empty today, unlike on Sunday morning when Philippa had got angry in class. I felt uncomfortable, knowing that Agnes Harlesden and my former Russian Coach in London were friends and had probably discussed me at length.
Paul was on stage,...
#music
#mystery
#obsession #risk
#obsession #risk
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Chose Your Own Adventure- page 62
#love
#sex
#passion #obsession
#passion #obsession
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DU Poetry : Long Poems About Obsession