In the wonder I feel the charge of renewal wiped clean from weighty illusions no longer occupied by the murky indecisions or defined by the stumbles that lead us to this transformative embrace - our naked skin rejecting the toxins in our primed patience our present sensation harmonious.
And for the longest time I blamed myself, For her faults and my faults and everything in between, My unfaithful emotions and guilt didn’t let me sleep, Until I found out the truth and then I was mad as hell.
And though I acted out of line with nothing but anger, I wanted out, without any burden or consequence, Even when her actions had fully spun out of control, I was lost, crossed and scared.
Jaded and cheated, I wanted revenge, But it wasn’t what I needed, Retaliation only leads to a darker path, Of wrath and rage and...
We waited until he went to work Seven fifteen Grabbed any pants, shoes, n shirts
Left some dog turds in the air vents for a sexy scent Policed her personal room and then off we went
Twenty minutes to pack up what was left of her life Hoping this abusive fucker didn't sneak in on the sly If he came by I'd be inclined to point and shoot But the convoy scooted out in a line till we hit the boot
Now we on the highway not even looking back Got my sister in the car, safe, can't ask for more than...
I remember coming back to my senses from time to time And she would be right there before my eyes "A penny for your thoughts," is what she would say I was to scared to tell her that I was praying that this never went away
I was scared to tell her of the flashbacks that were just haunting me Before she dove into my depths and rescued me Never the nag but definitely committed She said that she was feeling this and wanted to know if I was with it
If only she could possibly see the raging storms she calmed inside of me Times that I...