How do I say it any better To offer some insight in an after death love letter To commemorate and honor the memory of you As wisdom pleads with my footsteps To transcend these words and let them become what I do
Enough about me and my reflection You're an unseen sight to behold Caught on a thought as I attempt to utter your brilliance
Anything beautiful and the only thing worth mentioning in me Is the fact that I'm just the offspring of your undying legacy
Surely you are still alive in me As I think to reminisce on what...
My world fell apart before we trended the apocalypse You are a week worth a life time I am frozen in a moment You are seconds of eternity I'll never know a paradise like the promise of you
Tie my thoughts together to keep the mind intact When I'm learning how I'm supposed to react When there's no how to on losing someone close to you Just ample opportunities to correct my line of thinking Like fine tuning perspectives to truth
Caught between processing the way I feel And contending for hope as love is weaponized in loss ...
Like waking from a dream to be greeted by a nightmare I don't know how to deal with this When I've never known an existence without you here And the words are a poor substitute for comfort in your absence But it's the only way I know how to process
Tossed between relief for finality and knowing you're free from pain In the moments when healing hurts, my heart breaks And the tears aren't enough to express this unseen bloodstain
Orchestrations of this moment allotted upon the delay of a renewed vow Postponed for a circumstance beyond...
Back to the new beginning After all that we've been through You helped me to get where I am now But I can't help but ask what about you?
For all you worked towards To reap the end of all you've done When you found a new home When you are lover and not just a mother to a broken son
Don't let this end at merely one opportunity to meet my bride When she in some ways reminds me of you For the best qualities of your strength and mercy Tenderhearted resilience and beauty The world's got nothing on the view
Heavy hearted and this weight that I canít shake Invisible fractures beyond mending Trying to find a way to cope with this heartbreak When death is a way of life Breathing as you slumber, it hardly feels like you're alive What does it mean to improve quality? Make you comfortable as you pass or fight to just survive
A little while longer now, when I'm lost in a haze Surely it is not the end and these are not your final days Recovery, wake up and speak to me If I'm a fool to have faith when everything seems so certain a loss I will...
Tell me what to say to make it all go away When I feel wrong for living as your dying Just breathe I tell myself Continue to live and smile, I'm trying
We've got to agree, and I feel ridiculed for honesty Trying to handle it all the right way To become what I preach and not just say I believe You're still alive in some way But still I feel my heart grieve
Itís more than I can take and beyond my ability to convey Will I see you before the end, just tell me what to say?
Settling in, this sorrow is playing tricks on my mind...
Tragedy ebbs and flows Like waves against a fractured heart Divided by faith and the weight Broken on the inside And desperate again Drowning in what if's praying I wonít give in When the lie seems to tell so true And sight is my obstruction to seeing You Seeking something to soothe The sorrow that won't let go As the trial steals my serenade I'm still cleaving to what I know Moments like waiting rooms between Relative realities and something unseen Learning to believe despite what I feel Tell me what is fake and what...