When he failed you the first and the second † † you were forgiving † † † † † † † † † When he failed you the third and the fourth †† † †you were blinded † † † † † † † † When he failed you the next and again † † † † †† † †you were unconditional † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † † †
Afraid to fall asleep because he will be there in my dreams Attacking my heart strings and stabbing my pride Agony of sleepless nights show on my face every morning Aching from the scars that get rided open every night
Haunting me every night
Tossing and turning as I see his horrific grimace once more Thrashing in the bed as I feel his hands around my throat Taking my pride and ripping it into pieces Throwing me against the bed before forcing his way in
She was beaten into a crumpled pile, he never feared as he approached There was the smell of torturous pain all around, the walls of his realm broached Lost in the wilderness of her mind, where her abuser left her for dead Some how her finder could her the words of abuse in her head
He could hear the words echoing, "slut" and "whore" all around He could feel the giant fist continually pounding her down Treated as a dog, made to crawl on all four Yes, hold on Lil Momma, let me open the door
Don't hurt me anymore I can't handle it anymore Your words cut me like a knife please no stop Stop calling me those nasty names I'm the only one here for you Why are you so mean to me don't you love me
One More Step
I can't handle it anymore I have to go away I have to get away get away from this hellhold Please just let me escape I can't take another hit Why can't I get away I have to go away I need to get away
One More Step
One more step to get away from him I can make it One more step...
She traveled through existence shattered Everything having meaning but nothing mattered How was it possible for her to hold so many pieces together The gravital weight of depression and anxiety the electrified feather
But where was the median, where was the common ground Expected to let her feet touch the earth with all these negative forces around Why would he do what he did Enter in secrecy and stealing from a kid
So many of his same energy wanting to become a compound Why did he corrupt her energy deciding she should be pounced on ...