It never began but resumed on some lackadaisical day when you least expected joy amid the everyday mundane—
or, maybe it was an extraordinary moment orchestrated by love activating clarity of intuition subcutaneously dormant within you; a minute idea-like mammal etching its way blindly through hallowed cavities of your solar plexus— ...
When you put a dollar into the claw game and have 15 seconds to decide, do you go for the cute princess in the “I heart you” shirt pressed against the glass?
I’ve learned how the claw works—the Tao of the Claw—and it must go all the way around what it grabs in order to pick it up.
I look for whatever is lying on its side near the chute. Something with a thin neck that doesn’t have to travel far. It may be a matted monkey with a missing eye that smells like piss; but if the claw will grab it, that’s what must be gone after.
When things seems like they are holding you down from achieving your dreams you got to keep moving on for in the end when all is said and done the most highest spiritual soul has the last word not man, for when things seems to be coming at you all at once I know at times it feels as though the most highest spiritual soul doesn't hear your cries nor does he understand what you are going through as you go through the storm. ...
This written narrative under my signature, my pen is utilized to inform and decipher all the possibilities, hence more, may you keep an open mind, yes, and rely on your third eye of your intellect if you so deem.
Before I get too deep in his narrative, please take into consideration these are my initial thoughts, silent observations, occurrences I have witnessed in the first-person aspect.
When I was in attending college, I was psychologically brainwashed and sexually programmed to believe in this life, it...
What am I left with? A semaphore signal I don’t understand some counter-force operating underhand and a rocky faith which keeps trying to tell me “all is well”. How can people be so damn sure? I draw an open blank and say “maybe … maybe not” then cling to my cup of coffee take a deep breath and think “right now, this is what I’ve got”.