Scream

Looming monster, deep inside
Kept in check by just my pride
Slimy thoughts, murky deeds
Hidden for consideration of other's needs

The pressure builds, breaks down my wall
Head pounds, cant breathe at all
Forces its way up out of my soul
Have to keep it down have to keep control

What would happen if I lost control
Could my world be swallowed by a dark' black hole
Could I find my life a horrible dream
or would it just come out a soul-shattering, gut-wrenching,
life-destroying SCREAM?