Grey Dark Soul

Today is grey
weakness of the mind they say
I say  they should mind their own business
who the fuck are they to tell me
the affairs of my mind
that's my personal space

sure I may retreat deep within
it is there I feel safe  
my sanctuary
this world does not understand me

deeper still is the place
where my empathy goes
I may not full understand
but I see the pain in your eyes
that touches my soul

I try and share the goodness
selfish fools
that use and abuse
I am their doormat
the darkness grows

a battle for my soul
it is grey today