Porno

spent
went everywhere

Lost
afraid; I went
faster
propelled into an unknown direction
kept going
"damn look at that!"

once found satisfaction
try try try again

a mess: a blur
a loving kind of videotaped murder
a violent sex spur
no idea what I'm looking for
And until I find it
try try try again

try try try
try try try
try try try

it's over.