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Why do you do this to me?
I love him so much
You kno your killing me slowly
You have my life in your hands
I just want to see him
Tell how much i love him.
Show him.
You dont even let me hold him
Or tell him goodbye
Im not perfect mother
But neither are you.
You think its just hurting me,
No BITCH its hurting him to.
So i said one wrong thing to you
Danmit it slipped.
You tell me to get out of your house
I dont want to leave just yet
Can u not see the tears in his eyes.
He doesnt want me to go.
But you insist, or ur call the cops.
I pick him to hug him..
You try to take him from his mothers arms.
I hold him tighter
Trying to fight back the tears.
Kiss him on his check over and over,
Tell him i love you dear
Ill see you soon baby,
Please dont cry everything is ok.
But i think he knows it a lie.
She takes him.
I fall to my knees.
I throw my self out the door.
AND I BLEED.
Im losing it more and more.
I just want to run away.
I just want to die
What my life pointless for.
I dont have him by myside!