Nothing Feels Inside

My heart boarded a stolen ship
Chicago became my Tennessee
Milton Keynes can you please bury me .

My heart morphed into pavements
Trampled roasted  dinners becomes my exorbitance
The surging tidal waves can you please flood me.

My heart filled with nostalgic whisky
Pub crawls became my Job prospects
In her comforting arms can you please hold me

My heart deep throats poetry,
Erotica became my remedy,
Bladed bondage can you please kill me .

Awakening her sunniest shine
evil reality stop pestering my eyes.

Wrapped around two  legged hallucinations,
devilish reality stop glimpsing this pain.

These  heated limbs withered decay,
empty promises became a  distant mother ship,
like an incapable blank doll wrapped around a human embryo.