Maniac Hell

A spark ignites within the eye of the soul    
then flickers and is extinguished    
like so much ash under the feet    
   
fueling the soul with the light painful    
torture for the ghouls that seek my demise    
eating glass swallowing it down are words of wisdom    
   
for a foolish self seeking being    
that revels in it's own sin    
drinking in the darkness of the powers that be    
   
scorching pain from the heart    
that beats within this soul    
so torn from the inside out    
   
possessed my demons often have their way    
tormenting telling me i'm going crazy again    
I feel the maniac waves and pray for sanity    
   
Fuck God I hear in my mind is that me?    
I ask afraid of the answer    
reverantly I ask for forgiveness    
   
I pray no evil passes here    
though it does breathing down my neck    
night and day    
   
Learning to stand again when i'm toppling on the edge    
daunting at times pure terror    
i'm afraid i'm slipping from mania into a schizo state    
   
with hell's gaping maw to consume me[/i]