Just Your Average Night

It still hurts
I try to deny it
but its there
clawing at me,
bugging the hell out of me....

everyday I wake up
and that's the extent of it,
I just keep waking up
again and again
feeling the same damn way

so tonight with my hands in the air I scream to the heavens
"WHY???" I patiently wait for an answer......
all I get is your typical angry neighbor
telling me to shut the fuck up, its 4fucking30,
geez.....

my life seems to be a twisted version of Friends
except here in bizzaro world
friends are enemies the moon is always full
and for some ungodly reason its always Friday the 13th
apparently there's no escape either...

defeated once again
I flop down on my bed
it breaks,
head towards the floor
toes point at ceiling....

had to laugh when the tears
were running down my forehead  
instead of my face....
two things I learned tonight...being human fucking sucks
and a cheap bed frame fucking breaks