You, me and no one

I am just fine and perfect
Up until the fateful day i'm not.
All cheerful, smiling in front of faces
Although the heart versus head fight get me down
Makes me rot

I wish and pray for strength this day
Its wrote in flowing red
Find the perfect one
And only then equilibrium is done
Strength it is, strength this day, for you I wish for you I pray.

I’m content with his good qualities
The bad one makes me wonder
I’m very very happy
But it always been you, it’s you, I ponder.

Things have changed, I think deferent
Not you I’m staring at, not you here with me
In my head I see your face
Oh how I want, need, no long
Right here, you,me and no one