the urge, the drive, the want, the desire, the need

the urge to do so many things
to jump of a clif
to love like no other
to be me and only me

the drive to try so many things
to try cutting again
to try being open to all
to try geing happy for once

the want to taste so many things
to taste loves sweet juces
to taste sweet ripe fruit
to taste freedom that is earned

the desire to be so many things
to be really home
to be alone in a room of unwanted people
to be not left behind again

the need to be
me and only
ME