You don't know.

You think you know how my life is, You think you know how I deal with this but you don't know what it really is and you don't know what it means to live, when your all alone, and you can't find a phone, thinking I'll just get stoned and they don't know what its like to be afraid of facing each and everyday hoping you'll just overdose so you don't need a gun to blow out the most, and you never wanna see the pain become real, or have to explain why you skip your meals, and I see it everyday, see it all the time, Been to the dark side of town and ten back a few times but I don't wanna live there now, I wanna sing to the people who always wear their frown and I wanna let you all know that it's okay, To feel the need to do things your way, and It's fine if you need to runaway escape the blackness that takes over your good days, and this is all a dragon you can slay cause you don't live in it's dungeon you don't play all its games, and I know It gets hard sometimes to face death and look it in the eye and say your always getting in my way, but i'm not letting you do that today.
You think you know why I stay up at night, You throw these labels around like it's alright and I know what you want me to do But I can't promise, I show no concern for you cause you just sat back while I was in tears, You say it's emo, I say its fear and now everyone looks at me and remembers the girl that I used to be. The one who never had anytime, the one always caught up in her lies and then there's the one that was never there because she couldn't be bothered, she didn't care, cause you would push her down with no remorse, no frown and she would turn around but didn't dare to rebound because she knew you would just drag her back down and you sit around feeling sorry for yourself, and so does she look at somebody else. And you disguise but she still has trouble and then you judge her despite she's practically your double. And then you make lies and scoff in her face, and tell her go back to your darkest place, Because to you she was just wear n tear but to her you were everything the only one who cared. you look at her bruised pale skin and her jet black hair and sneer at her you tell her it's unfair and am I the only one who thinks its unfair to break someone's heart and then give them that glare? You think you know but you don't have a clue, my ipod on full blast to ignore you, and you don't know all she would do for you before you started saying she changed, well I don't dress for you who cares if you have piercings and tattoos and the hair and who cares if you made mistakes, please don't hold it against me. It's like a white crayon and white paper, there's someone there but the mark is vauge but your not a heart breaker no not today and we know i dont talk much but im not invisible cause you still notice me enough to know that im an indiviual but you constantly throw theese labels out at me, trying to see what the scene is to me and its enough to drive a someone crazy but the message really is you don't know me.