~ letter to thee [cr]editor ~ (anOther email seeks cosmicomedic immortality)

o geez,E...'it'
was comedic inverted quip to underscore R's supreme intelligence in mocking my phony creativity & pretense
of artistry....it was actually
 a 'grazie' to You
for appreciating my drivels.
Youknow how wee morons have to cover each
others backs in the face of attacks by the intelligencia. R. is the real RealWorld artist because
 he fairly consistently makes money at what he does, thus he's "in a position" to righteously mock my poo'etry,(as in the 'any-idiot can do this' vein...he still vociferously will rant about Jackson Pollock in similar fashion, & he's been dead since wee was 3-4yrs old!-all related to money)
 It's all pretty funny ego poopoo. I mock my own ego same as i mock 'other' egos. If i were to indulge my ego with 'tantrums' over anything anymore, the visceral stress inherent to that state of mind would kill me quick.
Such behavioral indulgences are as irrelevant to whats-left-of Me as would be resuming my Alcoholic behavior,
(of which You were a significant character in one of my 'best' alcoholic performances- at C's wedding.......imagine that! )

 ---- okay, so now who takes offense at this one? i've deeply offended myself, branding myself a phony pretentious poseur. Yet I have no choice but to be a fake, because apparently that's all that's left for 'The Remnants Of A Me'....such is the Genuineness of Human Contrivance ~~~~~~

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