I was

Once I was, I was once I,
Now I don’t exist, there is only me
 Friends run from me
Family Despising what I become;
Insides decaying more each day
 Mind is gone, forgetin the day
My Love, Mí Vída, Amor
Shake your head, laugh
Pleadin in vain cause you know
I wanna die young,
Wasn’t it fun Destroying everything we begun,
Is fun watching me Destroy everything
I once Loved.
The insides can ache, an the mind can break
Could we, I have done more
Drinkin in the day, wonderin
tryin to remember where it all changed
Madness an Brilliance, go hand in had
Did they leave when our mind snapped,  
did our mind snap when they all left,
Aint it fun when your mind can’t Remember where it all begun
Losing will to live, with nothing more to give
When will death set us, me free
Long shadows of things that used to be,
Haunting us with each Hallow heart beat
Once there was a way,
Once maybe long ago we knew it
In the days of youth an hope
Words you said now fill my head
Now all me can feel is alone even when you’re there
Once I was, I was once I,
Now I don’t exist, there is only me