No sorrow

i am sitting in the dark
leaving my own mark  
i wanna feel pain  
that will leave a stain
now i have learned now i see
there is a dark side of me
today i feel no sorrow  
but there's always tomorrow
the pain doesn't make me cry
but it makes me wanna die
i just wanna be alone
and never be shown
ive had enough of this  
cause i have no friends
so i guess this is the end
that means i am done
so i turn......and grab my gun