Torn

Here I sit my soul torn apart my heart broken
I should have known from the start we could never be
Today this pain is mine to bear alone for all seasons
I can’t call you my own…I feel like I’ve been drug through
hot coals wishing I’d never been born
My love I gladly gave so freely and completely to you
My heart I wore on my sleeve
I miss you, there is this empty feeling inside how will I make
it through this life free from pains strife
All I ask is to be released from this turmoil
I once stood in the presence of my love
Wanting you so, praying to God above for your love
Now realization sinks in and I know my prayers went unanswered
So my darling take care,knowing I once loved you
Is a feeling I will forever cherish
I died a little inside tonight
Upon my bed I sit watching the sunset
I hear a song and let my mind wonder
about what could have been
Was loving you so wrong