Lifeless Crime

You left me Dead at the scene,so please tell me..
When you heard that loud noise, what did you feel first?
The ringing in your ear? Or the sound my heart made when it bust!!
I wanna know those feelings you had of me..
Since your the one who killed me and left me dead at the scene.
Did your heart beat with fear?
Maybe not cause you didn't even think of our kid.
Did all the memories of me flash in your head?
Or did you just ignore them,and scream yes this bytch DEAD!!
Can you tell me how it felt to watch the mother of your kids take her last breath.
Or we're you just happy you got to be the one who got to witness.
When you turned your back and walked away with that smile.
Did you think atleast for once damn,I wont hold my only child.
Or we're you happy ,cause now you wont have to feed this one too.
Did I deserve 2 shots to the head,Did the blood from me amuse you.
Even tho you killed me,My heart will continue to beat for you.