missunderstood

i look at them smiling,
as im sitting here dieing.

but i know in my heart that i can smile!,
so why dont i try?

im sic of crying,dream of smiling but all the same..
i hurt like no other!.

life is not easy,
but its not impossible eaither.
i wish to see my family proud of me.
i wish to see them smile,
but above all i wish to smile!

for all thoses you can take the pain any more.. your not alone..
ill be there for you! no matter wat! your not alone.