Shopping...and what it did to me

Walk into the store
So out of place
Ask the person
If they if they sell what I am looking for

'We do online,
But not in the store.
Here is was we have,
Hope you find what you are looking for.'
They look at me with that face
The face that makes me want to cry

I feel so out of place
My mom and I
We walk in another
And the people openly laugh
So you run away
Others look at you with a reassuring face

I hate the world
I don't want to stay
I don't want to have to feel that again
The feeling of desspair
The feeling that nobody wants you here
So now I take the rope
That is so conveniently laying there
tied in a loop
already for me to make a noose
Now all that is left is for me to die
Oh world now I say my finale goodbye
You got your wish
I no longer exist