Rah Thoughts.....Of Insanity

I've heard...
that those of us who are going insane
make the most noise...and those
of us who are already crazy...
well...they dont make a sound.

I pondered this ...as I sit
with dry lips...cause I have
a tendancy to lick them...
when Im nervous...
As I battle my inner demons...
seems like this...
is there season.Yet
I try to ignore them...
but I am battle weary...
and here lately...
I've been thinking about
joining them...

As I recall my life
before I wore the flesh
of a seraphim...
I seem to remember...
things that slithered
in the dark...I
was not afraid...because
somehow...
I was a part...

Of the Heart...that beat
inside the darkness...

As the sweetness rolled
off the edges of my soul
I was left..bitter...and
full of tartness...almost
Sour...

Then I resurfaced with
a more ancient...wisdom...
Yes...Knowledge IS Power
As I silently...fall over
a thousands cliffs in my mind
Begging the Djinn to ...
Just...this once...

Please rewind time...

Let me do this shit...again
Cause I have got to find...
Where I was EXACTLY.
When I Lost...my mind