A WALK IN DARK !!!

I left home all alone  
Shedding million tears in the lost zone  
2a.m. of the stolen night  
No decision, no way , no sight.  
 
Recurring thoughts provoking me to die  
I keep strong! Nevertheless I fail and wonder why.  
Cuts, razors, that bracelet on my hand  
All done but nothing could stop that gland.  
 
I moved forward with no clue of lane  
Startled,I sat on the pavement thinking for what all went in vain  
Made efforts to get up again  
Feet felt numb I gotta be insane.  
 
The evil inside lead me to a haunted place  
Heavy rains,thundering sound,the beauty I embrace  
I ll spend a thousand years here being an emo girl  
I wont go back to the nasty world or give it a whirl.  
 
Interrupting my heaven, Someone poked me from behind  
I shouted " What?" though feeling strange inside  
She grabbed,kissed and hugged me tight  
That angel in disguise (my mother) took me towards the first light.