love-hate?

Out my window,
A deep depressing rain falls,
It washes over everything,
It fills everyone with dread,

Sleep is hindered,
To be awake is a drag,
There is a fine line between
The concious mind
And one that is unconcious,

With every fight
The two grow farther apart
But with every fight
They get closer

Is this love?
What it truly means?
To love someone so much you hate them
But you cant leave even if you want to?

On my window droplets of despair roll down
Threatening to obscure my view
Of the big picture
Love is hate and hate is hate?