Don't know what you've got till it's gone

Missed phonecalls
Ignored
Ringing "ill call back later"
Taken for granted
Week goes by
See you at school
Too lazy
Too lazy

Too late
Missed you
Sad
Fading away
Slower
Then faster
How?

Realization
Regretful
"why!?"
Anguish pain
Trying so hard
Now

Insecure
Knowing how you felt
Not talking so much
anymore
Act like you don't care
Then laugh like you do

Saying stupid things
Without thinking
Maybe you think
Im replacing you?
Not possible
Would never happen

Remember the moment
I think
I hurt you most
Hurts so bad
Aches
Realizing I didn't know
What I had
Till it was almost gone
Not quite gone
But losing the battle
Universe trying to torture
Me that way
Watching me
Watch you
Peddle away
"is this how you felt?"

Not a romantic love
But a friendly love,
Most important person
Only friend
Is this how it will end?
Please no

So long,
More time
Greater heartache
When lost

Not much in common
Anymore
Not much to say
Anymore
Wanting to talk
Fear of making it worse
What do i do?
What can I do?
So I don't lose you?